mom good by

[Coolboi]

don't no if this is the right place for this !
but here I go anyway !!
mom died an I miss her so bad it
happened so fast ah mom dam I'm crying
wrighting this so bad dam ! miss you mom
what we gonna do with out you !
by mom ah shit i no no swearing sorry but
damm miss you so bad !!! wow I can't believe it still
dam mom shit it's hard to not cry an dam tears are flowing
wow I'm sad mom good bye see u mom?!,!

[Noxail]

I'm so sorry you lost your mom. Mine ditched me when I was two, so I guess I'll never know your pain. But it's good that your getting this all out. You need to vent, I'm here :yes: Stay Aware ~Holli

[kenoloor]

I'm so sorry; a loss like this is really rough to try and work through. But, think of it that, while she may be gone physically, she lives on through your memories of her. She won't ever be completely gone as long as you keep her in your memories.

[Desuetude]

I'm so sorry. No child should have to go through this no matter how old or young it hurts the same. Don't damn your tears, crying may seem like you're weak but it's good, you'll come out stronger.
But, think of it that, while she may be gone physically, she lives on through your memories of her. She won't ever be completely gone as long as you keep her in your memories.
This is completely true, she doesn't have to die mentally. You have all those good memories of her, don't lose them.

[Smeagol]

I am really sorry for your loss. The ones who we love never truly leave us. They live on in our hearts.

[Mortal Coil]

I know this is going to be a really tough time for you, but remember that as long as you remember her, she's not gone.
Also, would she want you to tear yourself up over her absence? Probably not. So keep her in your thoughts, but also don't feel guilty about being happy.

[Coolboi]

thanks to u all very much . vt is such a good site
for help ! and this not easy ! I no the saying TIME HEALS ALL WOUNDS
but this hurts really bad guess we will see its just dad me an my little brother now .
grama is over cooking an helping got to go cry be back in a min .

[StoppingTime]

I'm very sorry for your loss.
But like Bradi said, she lives on in your memories, and she'll never be truly gone.
I wish you and your family the best. :)

[Stronger]

I'm really sorry to hear about your loss; Like what Bradi and Maeve said, she will always live on in your heart and memories, I wish you and the rest of your family all the best. :hug:

[Jupiter]

I am so terribly sorry for your loss. I cannot even imagine what you are going through. I couldn't imagine living without my mother.

One thing that cannot change is the memories you had with her. She will always be there, and in your heart. Remember the fantastic times. She'd want you to be happy, right?

[ImCoolBeans]

I'm so sorry; a loss like this is really rough to try and work through. But, think of it that, while she may be gone physically, she lives on through your memories of her. She won't ever be completely gone as long as you keep her in your memories.

Bradi is right. You will always have the fond memories of her, no matter what. You'll always have that piece of her, left in your memory and heart, and it's there to stay. I'm so sorry that you're going through this, my deepest condolences go out to you.

[Bougainvillea]

As someone who has experienced the loss of a parent, I understand your pain. And I feel for you. But it's going to be really tough from here on out. You have to cope, and find ways to express your feelings. Never EVER keep it to yourself, because the more you do, the more alone you feel. Having a parent die leaves a void that can never be filled, but it is possible to accept it, and move on. It'll happen, but it takes time. So be patient with yourself, take a deep breath, and really try to fully understand the gravity of the situation. Acceptance takes so much stress off your shoulders.

Your mother will never have to feel pain again, or feel sad. I'm sure she passed on with you in her heart, so never forget that. I know what you're going through, and believe me, it sounds impossible, but its not. You'll pull through, with people who love you at your side, including me.

[oboi317]

Nothing to really say man. I'm sorry you have to go through this. I lost my dad when I was 10. So I have an idea of what you're going through. I know that doesn't help. And nothing can be said or done to help. But if you ever want to talk about it or just have someone to listen to. I'll listen to you man.

[prob1996]

Again, I'm sorry dude for your loss.

[Coolboi]

thank you all for your support !
the funeral is hard an tomorrow it's the burial an
it will be over !!! here today gone tomorrow well this is
not easy dad an my lil bro jeff are left jeff is broke down
dads like in shock well we all are to !! 

[Jupiter]

what happened?

[Coolboi]

mom died ! she had a brain aneurism
gone like fast ! o man mom I need help where do I go for help on vt ????

[Jupiter]

A personal message right to me, or just about everyone on here with above 100 posts. of course, you could write on our walls, or you could write in here. we are here for you. remember that.

[Carlyle]

Well, I can't say much here since everyone beat me to it.. But I'm really sorry to hear, it can be real tough losing anyone you knew. I'm really close to my mother, so I'd be devastated. Just keep your chin up and try to be positive, your mom would want you to be happy even without her there. Its okay to miss her and get upset, its part of being human. I'm sure you have family and friends too if you need to talk. Lots of us who are here can help you as well if you need it. Good luck, I hope you aren't taking this too roughly.

[Coolboi]

you guys an girls are totally so awesome here at vt !
I keep reading these over an over .
the funeral an burial is done an it's over !
life has changed again .
now is time to help ppl here as much as I can I promis !!
you all have helped me so much I'll read this page for ever
an think of you all everytime I read them !.
be strong be good be helpful be kind to all that do the same to you.
that's what I have learned here on vt the most if the world was the same
it would be haven !!!
so as I close out for now I just want to say peace love an happiness to you all
an I hope I die one day before you all so I don't have to see you go ! 
last but not least ----- BIGGEST HUG AN THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH !

love Josh ( coolboi )

[TeddyBearRock]

loseomg a parent is tough especilly your mum as theres that specail bond you get for being in them for 9 months, but if you want to talk im here and happy to help

[Coolboi]

a month has gone by an it feels like forever just missing u mom . thanks to vt and all of u supporting my I thank you all

[Coolboi]

2 month all ready miss u mom .

[Weeping]

I'm sorry about your loss. :hug:

She'll always be with you in your heart, don't ever forget that. And I bet that she wanted you to live a long and happy life.
If you ever need/want to talk, I'm here. Skype/pm/vm, anything. There's a lot of other people willing to help you here too. Stay strong. :heart:

[Coolboi]

sorry bout double post oops ! thanks some days are just harder than others and today was one of those think of mom days

[xaydavis]

All of us here are sosososo sorry for ur loss without my mom i would not be ablle to live she has been ther probably just like yours

[Thunderstorm]

Coolboi, People pass in our lives. It is often sad, disturbing, angering, depressing...too many words to describe. But then you have to ask your self... is it really worth it to weep? And seek grief? No! That person/people may want you to keep living and be succesful in life. Your mom is safe, and that is what she wants for you. she'll be looking over you making sure you take the right roads in life. Here at VT, we're always here for you :);)

[SmileyFace13]

im sorry for your lost and i hope she rests in peace dont worry i have gone through what you have...stay strong.I dont know what i would do without my mother..she is the only person that was strong to hold all five of my siblings including myself by herself..my father left when i was just a little baby and my mother just stayed strong..:(

[Coolboi]

you guys are so dam cool everytime I read this thread I cry an smile I'll re:read this for ever thank you all so much for your support

[Coolboi]

5 months u been gone an I can't sleep just thinking how I miss ya

[NotAvailable]

i'm sorry for your loss , losing mother is the hardest loss .
but i'm sure you will always remember her , you have like tens, hundreds and thousands of good memories and situations , always stick to them :)
and do things that will make her proud of you .
May god bless her soul .

[xXJust Jump ItXx]

Damn I know this to well... Im really sorry, Josh. Just be strong and she'll always live on in your memories. Im not good help here, sorry :( Im kinda dealing with stuff in connection to it still...

[Coolboi]

over 6 month now an sometimes I look in the mirror an a tear is running down my face I miss you an love you so much . sure could go for some good breakfast you used to make right now . well dads gone to work an no school guess I'll make me an my lil bro some

[Coolboi]

just thinking bout you missing you ��

[Jupiter]

josh i want you to know that we care. if you want to talk to someone, go ahead and talk to me, cuz i'd be happy to talk. <3

[Coolboi]

8 month later an my first Christmas without you mom. I cry my self to sleep just wishing and missing but I can't sleep it just was not the same today I seen it in everyone's eyes . The tree was not as bright. dad was sad lil bro Jeff cried at bed time so I went to his room an held him till he fell a sleep so sad that was I cried with him to ill never ever forget you i love you good nite mom

[Coolboi]

I think of you today an everyday I love you and miss you .

[xarvon1412]

Hey Josh, I'm really sorry to hear about your loss. May you keep fighting and being strong. Keep your mother in your memory, that's all that you can do at this point :)

[Texas warrior]

I am so sorry for your loss man, I hope you feel better soon.

[Coolboi]

well it's been 1 year tonight an moms been gone I post an I cry . I miss you so much everyday awww dam !! it's sad my lil bro Jeffrey is crying I hold him an I can't help it to mom why did you leave why are you gone its all I wonder as tears run down my face ? I just don't no what to think as I wonder where life is to go with out you? it goes on I no as tears run down my cheeks I can hardly wright this ! mom I love you an miss you like never or anything ever in my life I no I was a mommys boy . As I go throu life with out you I shall be strong an never forget you guys an girls mom is something never to forget !!! just hug your mom an say I love you please . I can't say or type more I MISS U MOM O BOY sad !!!! hug your mom she's yours .

[jayyy-lmao]

We're sorry for your loss, bro. I have a friend who lost his mother too. It's a hard thing to deal with, and it hurts like hell, but you're strong enough to get through it.

[Coolboi]

justa big thank you to all that posted here ! an mom I'm just thinking about you as always I love you miss you we're here now I sure need you sick and sad today only one thing holds me together now it's talking to my bf lil j love you mom. guess the pain never goes away !!!!!

[Coolboi]

mom I need you now I'm crying so bad I can't let a day go by and not think if you I miss you so much OMG mom mom mom awww dads not the same he's drinking an just not him self it's not the same with out uuuuu I miss u I have only thing helping me get thru this it's jonny an he's the best bf ever o mom I miss u . One of these days I just can't help it

[Fanta_Lover44]

don't no if this is the right place for this !
but here I go anyway !!
mom died an I miss her so bad it
happened so fast ah mom dam I'm crying
wrighting this so bad dam ! miss you mom
what we gonna do with out you !
by mom ah shit i no no swearing sorry but
damm miss you so bad !!! wow I can't believe it still
dam mom shit it's hard to not cry an dam tears are flowing
wow I'm sad mom good bye see u mom?!,!

Hey mate, losing someone like your mum is hard and everyone has to face it someday. Remeber all the good things that you have done with her and also all the good times you all had, she is still in your memory forever.

[Coolboi]

Well thank you Kyle. it's just hard at times friends here at vt have been big help to me thank u all . miss u mom an lov uuu

[Coolboi]

just need u now mom :hug:

[uglyinsideandout]

This got me crying. I miss my mom too. It's really hard because the feelings are complicated. I love her so much and I want everything to be back the way it was. And I'm so mad at her for taking her own life and leaving me alone. I wish she could have found a way to cope without doing what she did. And OTOH I really don't blame her, not a day goes by that I don't wonder if I should join her.

[Soldier212]

Hey man, I know how it feels to lose a loved one, but remember this. Life's obstacles are just away to make you a better person. You will understand the most harshest of pain, and will be able to use the sympathy and experience to make friendships, an help others deal with their difficulties. If you ever need to vent, or just want to talk PM me.

[llwoahll]

I know how you feel in the 14 years ive lived 2 ppl i loved have died and the pain hurts and you may never get over it but know shes in a good place ^_^

[YOUR BROTHER]

im so sorry my dearest condolences

[NeuroTiger]

Josh! You are a strong man!
Certainly, your mom lives in your memories.
She's your driving force.
She certainly wants to see a gentleman in you!
Follow your dreams!! You can do it!
You can go through this...certainly, you've been doing that perfectly.
Come on josh! Believe in yourself!

[jesusogpaign]

I can't imagine what that must be like. Just remember that her love lives on in you, and that you always need to keep her in your memories.

[Coolboi]

Thank you an everyone here for the support it's been tough but the pain of moms loss still lingers on . Joshy :hug: u all