Cross My Heart And Hope To Die

[Evrythng_im_not]

I don't know what to do. I don't know what she expects of me. I really did love her. I really did think she was what I needed to get over Vickie. But... it was a lie. She lied to me everyday. She used me to make Vickie jealous and fell for my best friend. I'm hurt and torn to peices. But of course... it's my fault that she cut. It's always my fault.

What am I supposed to do? I loved her and I thought... I thought she was what I needed. All she did was bring me heartache and break.




~I will never be with you~

[Sapphire]

First of all, I am glad to see you are still with us. Gave us a bit of a scare while ago.

However crappy you feel at the moment, it was not your fault that she cut herself. You can say I am lying and that it really is your fault. But at the end of the day no one has complete control of other peoples actions. My friends didn't make me cut. I didn't make my friend cut. And you didn't make her cut.

The end of a relationship, particularly when one has lied so much to the other, is extremely difficult to come to terms with. I am sorry to say this as I know it must seem like the impossible, but you just have to carry on with things.
You deserve better than that, you deserve to be loved and cared for. We all deserve that. So, we just have to keep marching on in search of those who will value us properly.

When you are feeling low and in a pit of despair just take baby steps. Take things a day at a time, or even five minutes at a time if you need to. It won't solve everything, but at least it will help you get through some of it.

[Antares]

are you the person that really liked that one girl but didnt get her number?

[CryingEye666]

heh not to change the subject (and not to be rude coming in on your thread) but , i am the person that really like that one girl and never got her number :/

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh