I keep wishing...

[MemoriesLost]

I used to be happy.
The only person that knew I was bisexual was my girlfriend, Chandler.
She said she felt a bit trapped with having to hide her sexuality, and I felt a bit the same, so we didn't try to hide it anymore. After people started finding out, I lost all my friends except her, and people started stealing my stuff, cornering me; I even got beat a few times. NO WAY I'm telling my family. After things went that downhill, I started cutting. I can't stop. I keep wishing I could go back in time, but I can't. I just wanted to vent.... I'm not sure much could be done.

[Dimitri]

First off you need to tell them, your mental and physical well-being are at stake and that is not right. What they are doing is wrong.

As for your friends that left you, they are not your friends, friends stay together through thick or thin, you do not need them.

You need to tell your school counselor, they need to take action...the side effects of bullying are horrible and no one needs to go through that, I was bullied at school and I regret little of what i did when I retaliated but now I look back and realize I did the wrong thing and I am lucky that charges were not pressed or I could not be where I am today.

You need to tell, no one is going to do this for you, you are your biggest advocate.

[Abyssal Echo]

First off you need to tell them, your mental and physical well-being are at stake and that is not right. What they are doing is wrong.

As for your friends that left you, they are not your friends, friends stay together through thick or thin, you do not need them.

You need to tell your school counselor, they need to take action...the side effects of bullying are horrible and no one needs to go through that, I was bullied at school and I regret little of what i did when I retaliated but now I look back and realize I did the wrong thing and I am lucky that charges were not pressed or I could not be where I am today.

You need to tell, no one is going to do this for you, you are your biggest advocate.

I totally agree with Dimitri

[djcard]

You definately need to tell your parents. Your parents created you their family.They are one of few people who love you unconditionally. And for the cutting im sure it must hurt your friend to see the cuts on your arm. I knew a girl who cut and we werent even best friends but it hurt me to see her in so much pain.

Venting is good most of the time if you ever feel the need to go ahead and vent away to me i could never judge you. Im bisexual and i was blessed to have friends who stood by me, i hope you can find friends on here. Not "friends" like the ones tht left you, but ones wholl accept u no matter what.

[Desuetude]

You need to try and tell someone with authority, an adult you trust. They can help you make the right decisions because bullying shouldnt be tolerated. If you keep things to yourself things are likely going to get worse, without support and help from people that know how to stop it you can only fight fire with fire which is not the right way to go. It might seem hard but people are there for you, you just need to find them and let them in.
Your "friends", well you don't need them. You're better off without them if im honest, just shows the types of people they are if they're judging you because of your sexuality.
Also you need to tell someone about the cutting, it's not to late to change things you can be free of it. Maybe try talking to Chandler about it, she will want to help you if you're hurting. You need to be there for each other. If not then a counselor at school could help, they're there if you have a problem or just need someone to talk to.

[Smeagol]

Yeah, you need to tell somebody about what's happening to you. People don't have the right to beat on you. And honestly, you love your girlfriend. People who don't accept that, well screw them. They don't matter.