Well there goes that idea.

[Noxail]

Hm. I was clean *from cutting* for two months ( :yeah: fuck yea!) and now I have 122 cuts on my thighs. I think I have them spread pretty even on both, so aprox. 61 on each leg. :rolleyes: I think I did pretty good, and this isn't going to stop me from trying to quit. The only drawback is now I have to deal with the blood loss induced Migrane. Just wanted to share my sorta victory with you guys. :yes: Stay safe ~Holli

[Jupiter]

holy... wow! so wait...

you're clean from cutting or drugs? because if you are solving your issues with drugs by cutting yourself, this isn't really something that i would necessarily recommend.

on the contrary, if you were 2 months free from cutting, and you just made that many cuts.. wow. there must have been a lot to get out, hm?

i'm glad that you are trying to quit something. the one thing is that i really hope that you don't hurt yourself more in the process.

[Noxail]

holy... wow! so wait...

you're clean from cutting or drugs? because if you are solving your issues with drugs by cutting yourself, this isn't really something that i would necessarily recommend.

on the contrary, if you were 2 months free from cutting, and you just made that many cuts.. wow. there must have been a lot to get out, hm?

i'm glad that you are trying to quit something. the one thing is that i really hope that you don't hurt yourself more in the process.

Haha, sorry I guess I was a little unclear on that.. I've been cutting quite a while, and I finally got the nerve to quit because I had the support I needed to try and get myself out of this depression. I made it two months on pretty much prue determination and by keeping myself really, really, really busy. And I guess all the stress built and after some relationship issues popped up I just couldn't take it anymore and I relasped. And honestly (don't kill me) 122 is pretty good for me. My numbers are normally up in the 400 to 500 range :rolleyes: ~Holly

[Gothicdeer]

Nice semi victory!!!!

[Desuetude]

It's okay to realapse as long as you can pick yourself back up again and start over. 2 months is amazing! You should be and we can already see that you are so proud of that. I think you have all the right mindset for trying to stop and you're doing sowell reducing it from 500 to 122. Keep going because you can lose this addiction, you're stronger and better and you will beat it, just keep persevering.