It's crashing.

[maramara]

I feel like everything is collapsing on top of me. My parents, my SI, my friends, everything. I want to curl up in my bed with a razor and not stop until blood loss lulls me to sleep. I have no idea what to do. I can't see my therapist until next week, and everything in my head is moving too fast to stop. Help me. Please.

[Noxail]

It's totally OK to feel like this sometimes, we all have hit our lows at one point. :yes: You wanna talk about what's bothering you so bad, or do you not want to think about it? I'm here to talk if you need to vent a little, or hell, you can vent for hours, doesn't matter to me. *virtual hug*

[StoppingTime]

Talk to anyone about how you are feeling. Anyone you can trust. Even if that only means venting on here, or an anonymous helpline, either are very good.
It is great that you are getting help though, I'm sure you know that.
Sometimes, it's best to even write down exactly how you are feeling, down to the very last detail. And if you feel comfortable, you can read this to your therapist, or even just rip it (no joke, it can help some people) into a million pieces, whatever helps you.

Just remember, you are taking positive steps, and with that, comes positive outcome. With help, you'll get through all this crap. You can, and will.

Just sit, and relax. Listen to some music, read, come on here, talk to people. Just do things that takes your mind off what you have to go through. Anything can help.

We are always here for you as well; so always post when you need to, we are here to listen. :hug: