Alone.

[Megson]

The title says everything. I feel so lonely. No one REALLY understands me. I have no friends. Today I've probably spoken a total of 50 words, perhaps? That's how it goes everyday. No one cares to listen. I have things to say, but I don't say them because I always end up worse off in the end. Not to mention I make a complete fool out of myself with every word that comes out of my stupid mouth.

No one even bothers with me here. I thought this forum was going to help me, but all I ever get are empty condolences and 'helpful' advice.

No matter. I'm too socially awkward to make friends, anyways. No one wants to put up with an ugly troll who can't stop embarassing herself in front of everyone she meets.

[Skeptical Bear]

Don't feel hopeless. I'm here to truly listen. I may not have the answers to everything but I won't brush you off. And most of us will help you here. Others aren't that familiar with struggle and won't be able to help at most but don't lose hope on anything. And you're not alone on being socially awkward. I'm here. I only have one friend that barely hangs out with me so don't feel alone. Everyone has their awkward moments. Some have lots and others less but don't let that make feel like you're worthless and stupid. As corny as it sounds, no one's perfect. If you ever need to talk, I'll listen. No matter how much you write, I'll put my best effort. I'm just a PM away.

[Gothicdeer]

Hey I'm a friend...I listen and try my best to provide as much comfort as I can...youre not alone here

[CodyCupcake]

You are not alone. I feel exactly the same way. I feel SO different from everyone else. Everyone seems to have so many friends and honestly I only have one friend and I have known her since I was 3. A lot of people I thought were my friends in school don't even talk to me now since we went to college last september. And these are people that I grew up with and used to share so many memories together and now don't even take the time to hang out or chat or anything. Honestly I feel like crap like 95% of the time. I can't talk to anyone and when I try I bottle it and go to my room and I stay there for most of the day. I hardly talk. Only when I am spoken to. I feel as if I cannot relate to anyone. I am weird, awkward, hate social situations and also hate feeling so alone all of the time. Self harming helps for like a second then I feel really guilty. I cannot even cry. I try so so hard at times to cry even one tear to see if it will help me but I just can't. I have a fear of doctors and hospitals and so the thought of going to a GP to see whats wrong with me is just out of the question at the minute. Believe me, you're not alone. And if you ever feel the need to talk even with a stranger then message me or someone else on this site. It will help you and maybe you will feel more comfortable chatting online and not face to face.

[Noxail]

Hey, I'm going to repeat everyone else here. YOU.ARE.NOT.ALONE. We'll listen to anything you need to say. Just get it out. We are all here for you. It doesn't matter if we don't know you, you are a life, you are precious, you sought help, that makes you smarter, braver, and stronger than the people who ignore you. I'm newer than alot of people here, but I've been lurking for quite awhile, and I think I speak for everyone when I say VT is more like my family than my parents ever where. To watch each other struggle to keep our lifes under control, that bonds us together in a way blood never could. Please don't lose hope. There are people here for you, even if you only know them by avatar.

[Jupiter]

I know what you mean. About the empty help. I know EXACTLY what you mean. It is rather hard to help people though, not knowing you too well. I can see that you are rather insecure. Which, really sucks. I know how that feels. I'm sorry that we can't help you. You are never alone. Email me whenever you need help, girl. I promse I will do my best to help.