TaylrJ
April 10th, 2012, 06:42 PM
I have posted many questions on this topic.. But posting questions is pretty much the only way I can deal with this. Since he is all I think about. I am not gay, maybe bisexual. I am 14, and I have liked this guy for about 2 months now. He is 13 himself, about to turn 14. I don't think he is far enough into puberty to realize he is gay. However, I can defiantly tell he is. Just by his behavior. He'll probably realize it in a few more years. I don't talk to him very often either. He is pretty immature too. Making it real hard to get a long with him. Because he is so childish and takes everything as a joke. I think he may know I like him. I catch him staring at me and when we use to sit beside each other, he wouldn't have a problem with my foot touching his. I didn't really think anything of it because he does that to most guys. Like go up and jump on them, letting them push him around, or while talking to them rubbing their arm. So it began to make me think him doing to to me too didn't mean anything. Just wishful thinking on him liking me back. I thought that whenever we both grow up and mature a little more. He would most likely end up being gay and if I would end up being bi, we would date. He is going to move away at the end of this year making that nearly impossible. Now we don't talk hardly any. It is just so frustrating liking somebody so much and it being hard to talk to them. I am a little shy around him too. And if I tried flirt with him it would be awkward. Since I am so shy. Plus he isn't really that close to me. And even if I wanted to tell him about how I feel he wouldn't understand, take it as a joke, and probably go tell all his friends. I just want to be with him so badly and it is making it so hard to live with this right now. Sometimes I just wish he would move away already so over time I would stop liking him and we could both move on. I also wish, since there's not much time with him moving and all. I could spend every moment I can with him before he moves. Without him knowing I like him.. I am just sick of feeling all depressed because I am never with him.. Even if he liked me back the relationship wouldn't be serious at all. What do you think about this situation? Ignore him? If no, then how could I sorta flirt with him and be less shy around him?