really fucking angry bestfriend -_-

[beebs]

My bestfriend is a very angry person, she gets angry very easily, we argue almost every day, but at the end of it, were always fine, its just when we are arguing, its really emotionally straining on me, i get really upset, and angry, it has driven me to self harm, and 2 suicide attempts.

she thinks im attention seeking, because once i told her i thought i had bipolar or schizophrenia, i didnt tell her the reasons behind my concerns, and thats why she thinks im attention seeking, but i cant tell her the reasons, because then she'll just say im attention seeking by telling her them..

ive been suicidal for months, im going though psychosis (i believe so anyway as my lifes been hell with the voices and other shit) and im making myself throw up regulay.. so yeah i dont think its attention seeking trying to make my bestfriend see how bad things are for me is it?

[Stronger]

I don't think your attention seeking at all; but I think you should move on from this friend. Clearly if shes driving you to self-harm or try and make you commit suicide then I don't think she's the type of person you should be around. As hard as it may sound their are people better then her, for you to be friends with, ones that won't argue with you constantly or make you feel upset or angrey. I think he should have a talk with her and tell the truth, that this constant aruging is just tearing you up, and you need to change or I'm no longer your friend (Not saying to stop being her friend, that's up to you).

[beebs]

Thanks, ive tried to have conversations like that before, and she'll just say im attention seeking again, or that im always making her out to be the bad guy, i cant win :/