i wish....:/

[Carly011]

I really wish i could say goodbye to this world. What's the point of living? If im not happy why should i even try anymore. Its to hard. I just cant do this all the time. I've cut 20-30ish times already today.

Its just not worth it anymore. I wish i had the strength to leave this horrible world :/

[Breakeven]

awwww hun if u need someone im here

[Shattered Soul]

Everyone has a purpose in life, or you wouldn't be living. :) Find yours, there are many to help you along the way. If you need to talk about it, I'm always here.

~ Cathy.

[FullyAlive]

It's a common idea that not being able to kill yourself is weak. It's not it's entirely the opposite. Sticking around even though you're contemplating suicide is unbelievably strong of you.

You need to talk to someone, i think it would really benefit you. Is there anyway you could go and see your GP and get a referral to a counselling service maybe?

[Carly011]

It's a common idea that not being able to kill yourself is weak. It's not it's entirely the opposite. Sticking around even though you're contemplating suicide is unbelievably strong of you.

You need to talk to someone, i think it would really benefit you. Is there anyway you could go and see your GP and get a referral to a counselling service maybe?

I am in therapy once a week right now and i also see a psychiatrist to manage my meds/talk to that i see once a month.

It just seems like nothing is every going to get better....why live if i have to go go through shit all day?

[FullyAlive]

As cliche as it is you've just got to believe it will all get better. I'm a big believer in cause and effect. I try to justify my pain by thinking that it must be the cause behind a really good future effect. Not sure that makes sense but yeah..

When's your next therapy appointment?

[Carly011]

I really hope there is something great in my future :/

My appt was today, but i already had it

[FullyAlive]

If you're feeling like you might actually do something to put yourself at risk then you really need to phone the crisis line talk to them, get another appointment.

If you're really at risk you can always walk into A & E tell them you're suicidal and they'll help.


As for your future I'm positive there is something great in it, but you've got to live to see it. :hug:

[Carly011]

I don't think i really will do anything to myself....well at least not anything to end my life. So i wont go to the ER, thankfully(I really hate hospitals!)

And i hope your right, and i will live :) i just have my moments where i really don't want to and hopefully one day those moments get less and less. I know i can get there, i was there once, i just have to work hard to get in a good place again

Thanks for the help you guys :)

[FullyAlive]

It's okay I know I have those moments too, but just remember you will move past this. If you ever need to talk don't hesitate to contact me :)

[Carly011]

Thank you :)