TaylrJ
April 8th, 2012, 09:01 PM
I am 14, and I like this guy who is 13. I have liked him for four months now. I don't think I am gay, just bicurious. Most likely bisexual. I think he is gay though. Just not far enough into puberty to realize it. Anyway, I like him A LOT. I constantly think of him. He is moving schools soon so I try to be with him at all times. I really want him to like me back but I don't think he does. I want to believe he does but subconsciously, I know he doesn't. It is really hard to deal with this. Being away from him, it just gives me so much depression and anxiety. How I deal with it is imagine him liking me. I act like he is with me, literally at all times, and act like he likes me back. Because what else can I do? I might as well pretend we are together and are happy. But I hate it. I hate crying over him and I hate trying to find ways of him liking me back, knowing he has probably zero interest in me. I feel like I have a problem, or an obsession.. I want it to stop and at the same time I want to be with him. It is just so hard and I need to find ways to deal with it.. What are some? How can I deal with so much depression? It isn't like I can tell him, he is too young and immature to take it seriously... What are some ways to make hints of liking him? Because I surprisingly still have hope of him noticing and liking me back. Could you please help? Thanks...