SorrowEternal
April 7th, 2012, 09:45 PM
Okay, so I have had recurring dreams of being at a mall, either alone or with someone I cared for. The first dream I was with someone I cared for hugging her in one of the stores, Hot Topic i think. The dreams past that were the same up until last night. I had a dream I was at the mall alone I had a pistol, colt. M1911, I was depressed, I walked into the food court, put the barrel of the pistol in my mouth & pulled the trigger, then I woke up. I have attempted suicide in the past, & yes i'm only in 8th grade 14 years old, just to clarify. But i'm wondering what both the dreams could mean. Any thoughts?...