mrwhite1994
April 7th, 2012, 04:54 PM
If you've read my earlier posts, this is the same girl I'm talking about.
On March 1, 2012, I found out that she and I would never be together. She rejected me. After everything we've had together. I told her how much she means to me and how beautiful and amazing and inspiring of a person she is to me and not let our friendship die off completely because it had slowly been in the past year. She was the reason that made my existence so much better. But after I poured out everything I've pent up trying to say in about the past year, it all meant nothing to her. Absolutely nothing.
Now, she doesn't even want to be friends with me. Never says hello, and never said goodbye.
This is perhaps what upsets me the most. At this point, I couldn't care less that we aren't together as a couple. What I care about is our simple friendship, that she threw away. Worse than being friend-zoned. Out of no where. She just decided one day not to be friends with me anymore, and erase me from her memory. I've done nothing but treat her with respect and kindness everyday and now I'm nothing but another stranger to her.I've lost the love of my life, and my best friend that I've ever been blessed with. And everyday, I still think about her and what we once had. I've noticed I'm not as light and happy and spontaneous as I used to be and I think I'm slipping into a depression. I don't want to be depressed because life is too beautiful to just sit in a corner and cry all day. How would you cope with this?
On March 1, 2012, I found out that she and I would never be together. She rejected me. After everything we've had together. I told her how much she means to me and how beautiful and amazing and inspiring of a person she is to me and not let our friendship die off completely because it had slowly been in the past year. She was the reason that made my existence so much better. But after I poured out everything I've pent up trying to say in about the past year, it all meant nothing to her. Absolutely nothing.
Now, she doesn't even want to be friends with me. Never says hello, and never said goodbye.
This is perhaps what upsets me the most. At this point, I couldn't care less that we aren't together as a couple. What I care about is our simple friendship, that she threw away. Worse than being friend-zoned. Out of no where. She just decided one day not to be friends with me anymore, and erase me from her memory. I've done nothing but treat her with respect and kindness everyday and now I'm nothing but another stranger to her.I've lost the love of my life, and my best friend that I've ever been blessed with. And everyday, I still think about her and what we once had. I've noticed I'm not as light and happy and spontaneous as I used to be and I think I'm slipping into a depression. I don't want to be depressed because life is too beautiful to just sit in a corner and cry all day. How would you cope with this?