Lost997
April 6th, 2012, 04:17 PM
Ok so I don't really know what I'm doing, a friend told me about this soo yh...uhm well I self harm, not just on my wrists but everywhere...I recently told some friends who are really helpful, I'm not going to lie nd say I'm getting better cos I'm really not, I feel like I have to be perfect as I'm raised in strict conditions no one gets it...I trust barely nyone..my trust was broken when I was younger by my dad who sexually abused me...luckily my mum did do something about it at first but she can't deal with how it effected me it drives her mad! My stepdad doesn't understand a thing and he hates me...self harm is my escape it opens me to a world of complete control sonething which I never had over myself nd my past!