WritingAuthor
April 6th, 2012, 11:42 AM
I don't know if this is a eating disorder or not but, this see to be the place to post it anyway.
Well if you don't get already do you think I have a eating disorder because I was reading some of the things in the forum and well it got me worried.
I starve myself alright which I didn't notice much until I thought about it somedays I will drink a Up & Go drink and next to nothing of dinner and I never find myself hunger my girlfriend tells me to eat more but, I just put it aside until now also later on during the night after not eating much I will find myself chewing on random object that I can get into my mouth while reading the information that got me posting this I was chewing on my middle finger. Plus I find myself check my weight daily and really what do you expect no weight loss. I dislike my weight and find myself envying others with muscle on there chest or at least not having a stomach that is noticeable. It stops me doing what I enjoy, swimming. Thats why I started maybe skipping lunch but, still eat full dinners and breakfasts then it turned into this. It affects my performance as well because I had training for my schools running carnival thing and felt really dizzy afterwards but, that could be caused by something else. So I don't know what are your thoughts.
Well if you don't get already do you think I have a eating disorder because I was reading some of the things in the forum and well it got me worried.
I starve myself alright which I didn't notice much until I thought about it somedays I will drink a Up & Go drink and next to nothing of dinner and I never find myself hunger my girlfriend tells me to eat more but, I just put it aside until now also later on during the night after not eating much I will find myself chewing on random object that I can get into my mouth while reading the information that got me posting this I was chewing on my middle finger. Plus I find myself check my weight daily and really what do you expect no weight loss. I dislike my weight and find myself envying others with muscle on there chest or at least not having a stomach that is noticeable. It stops me doing what I enjoy, swimming. Thats why I started maybe skipping lunch but, still eat full dinners and breakfasts then it turned into this. It affects my performance as well because I had training for my schools running carnival thing and felt really dizzy afterwards but, that could be caused by something else. So I don't know what are your thoughts.