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April 5th, 2012, 05:44 PM
I'v started eating again and have been eating at least a meal a day. I have also gone back to an English size 4 (sorry i hate weighing myself)
The problem is, thanks to my bulimia last year, i can no longer eat without feeling sick or throwing up. I'v also started to like throwing up again and the feeling i'm back in control.
I can't call it relapsing as i'v not completely been eating normal but i know i'm starting to regret eating again.
I just wanted a little advise as to what to do. I'm confused as i can't tell my parents as they think i'm okay now and i don't want anyone watching my eating again so how do i stop myself?
Apologies if this was confusing i was mostly using it to vent x
The problem is, thanks to my bulimia last year, i can no longer eat without feeling sick or throwing up. I'v also started to like throwing up again and the feeling i'm back in control.
I can't call it relapsing as i'v not completely been eating normal but i know i'm starting to regret eating again.
I just wanted a little advise as to what to do. I'm confused as i can't tell my parents as they think i'm okay now and i don't want anyone watching my eating again so how do i stop myself?
Apologies if this was confusing i was mostly using it to vent x