I Like a Friend of Mine..

[TaylrJ]

Ever since January, I have liked this guy. I am almost certain he is gay. He is only in the very beginning of puberty, so it's not like he knows for sure if he is gay. But I can defiantly tell. Just his behavior. He doesn't really flirt with girls either. If he is around them, it is more like hanging out.. Others notice him being gay also. So they will joke around with him and he is alright with it. But whenever they call him gay, he blushes, gets real shy, and is just silent for a while. I don't really know if I am gay or not. I label myself as bicurious. Most likely will be bisexual. I like him so much. I am starting to question if I LOVE him.. Lol, at night I have to sleep with a pillow and hug it. Acting like it is him. That is how much I like him. Seeing him in school just gives me this warm feeling... Sometimes I get real depressed without him. Over time, I think he has began to notice. He acts different around me. He acts nervous when talking to me. I catch him staring at me in the halls and he will sometimes push me around and I push him back. He pushes and shoves other guys though so him doing it to me may not really be a sign of him liking me. With him being so immature, it's hard to talk and hang out with him. We are both total opposite levels of maturity. I think I am just a little socially awkward though. Making it hard to "flirt" with him. I don't really know what to do if he pushes me or something like that. Most of the time, just push him back. I just thought "Well, I will just wait for us to grow up some and if I am Bi then I'll date him and let things get more serious." He is moving schools at the end of this year. Making that real difficult. Now I want to spend every moment with him. Even if he is real immature. But while with him, I want him to know I like/love him. WITHOUT telling him, because won't take it seriously at all if I do. So what are some ways to let him know? To hint it.. Just in case if he hasn't noticed me liking him. Also, what are some ways to flirt with him? Thanks...

[Stronger]

I wouldn't act on things yet till you know if he's gay/straight, he could just be doing that cause he's curious but you never know. But you also wouldn't wanna tell him the way you feel and he not feel the same and that some how ruin the friendship; do you know how far away the new school is? If its not too far then it shouldn't be too difficult, I think if anything you wait till he's a bit older before actually telling him how you feel; he still seems to be confused.

[NopeChuckTesta]

I like one of my friends too!! Its frustrating as FUCk

[KenBoy6]

Your in sort of a predicament. I,would just wait for the right time

[PerpetualMotionSquad]

I agree with stronger listen to him. And also most gay or bi people like at least one friend of theirs. You're not alone buddy :P