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colz
April 3rd, 2012, 06:30 PM
Okay, so today kinda felt really off kilter to me today... first of just as a note which may help I'm pretty sure I'm 'Bi' (and I'm fine with it) and am still mostly in the 'closet' about it... most (if not all) of this stuff is completely unrelated and just coincidental this is just happening now (today) and I don't think there's been a 'leak' in my friends.
#1 today in math a friend of mine randomly turned around and said 'So you bi?' and I'm just there thinking 'WTF! What do I say?' It ended up he said that I'm in the dead middle of the room (which I am), just a mild panic attack lol XP
#2 (this one I don't mind that much and is actually pretty nice) These kids who sit at my table in chem class, for the past month have been calling me 'gay' and what not IDK why most people think I'm homophobic... go figure XP and now they're both apologizing and correcting their behavior.
#3 I was in lunch line while this guy (Didn't recognize him, might play sports) and taped my shoulder and when I turned around he raised his head and winked at me... (very creepy IDC what sexuality you are)
and these 3 events pretty much just fueled my brain into thinking about this guy that I've liked for a while and whether or not to forget about him (I know him and he knows me we're just not on normal speaking terms)... I have a good friend that might be able to help me get to know him better but IDK if I should do anything, I mean is it even worth it? I mean it is love and what not but I'm still in high school.... IDK, I'd appreciate it if you could leave some advice here for me.

Wooba
April 3rd, 2012, 07:45 PM
Well, first off with the coincidental events.. you said that you were mostly in the closet about your sexuality. Does that mean you've told someone? if so maybe they spilled the beans, and now people are acting differently towards you. Or it could just be random.
About the guy you like.. if you feel as if you guys feel some kind of mutual feelings for each other, go for it. You really have nothing to loose.. especially if you're just trying to get to know him better as a friend first. Goodluck man :)

Stronger
April 3rd, 2012, 08:11 PM
First with those events, the first one is really random, what would make him wanna ask you? thats stange. As for the second one, they could just be messing with you, and you said they are apolgizing, which is good, cause that is a form of bulling. As for the third, I'd ignore that completely, thats just bizarre, I wouldn't let that bother you. As for this boy you have feelings for, do you even know if he's gay or bi? you didn't say that, if he is, then I say go for it, if I had the chance, I would take it(but thats me) anyway, I hope you found this helpful. :)