Help. I'm not BI

[MTGreat]

Help! I'm not Bi. I'm straight, normal, having crush on girls, and watches porn.

But the problem is.... I love watching male Sex. I can search it on tumblr. I find it more hotter.... What's the problem? :yummy::yummy::yummy:

[KarkatLuv]

nothing, their is no problem, dosen't make you gay or bi or whatever, i have always personally thought it looked more real, more passionate. whereas straight looks completely fake! mabye that's it.

[Neptune]

You are in denial.

[Rayquaza]

You can't choose your sexuality. It looks a bit like you're in denial. Have you heard of the Kubler-Ross model?
Denial — "I feel fine."; "This can't be happening, not to me."
Denial is usually only a temporary defense for the individual. This feeling is generally replaced with heightened awareness of possessions and individuals that will be left behind after death. Denial can be conscious or unconscious refusal to accept facts, information, or the reality of the situation. Denial is a defense mechanism and some people can become locked in this stage.
Anger — "Why me? It's not fair!"; "How can this happen to me?"; '"Who is to blame?"
Once in the second stage, the individual recognizes that denial cannot continue. Because of anger, the person is very difficult to care for due to misplaced feelings of rage and envy.
Bargaining — "I'll do anything for a few more years."; "I will give my life savings if..."
The third stage involves the hope that the individual can somehow postpone or delay death. Usually, the negotiation for an extended life is made with a higher power in exchange for a reformed lifestyle. Psychologically, the individual is saying, "I understand I will die, but if I could just do something to buy more time..."
Depression — "I'm so sad, why bother with anything?"; "I'm going to die soon so what's the point... What's the point?"; "I miss my loved one, why go on?"
During the fourth stage, the dying person begins to understand the certainty of death. Because of this, the individual may become silent, refuse visitors and spend much of the time crying and grieving. This process allows the dying person to disconnect from things of love and affection. It is not recommended to attempt to cheer up an individual who is in this stage. It is an important time for grieving that must be processed.
Acceptance — "It's going to be okay."; "I can't fight it, I may as well prepare for it."
In this last stage, individuals begin to come to terms with their mortality, or that of a loved one, or other tragic event.

Anyways, that being said, a lot of boys become curious during puberty, take the time to explore yourself, becuase in this thread it seems you only talked about boys being hot, not girls. And I'd appreciate it if you didn't name this thread as "HELP, IM NOT BI"

[Stronger]

Well its that above ^ or maybe your curious, but do you really want to label yourself, who cares, what you watch. ;)

[ThePaintMixer]

It depends on how old you are in a way. Cos if you're like, 13 or 14, you could be curious. Otherwise, you're probably in denial :/

[ExhibitG]

you could be sexually attracted to males and only emotionally attracted to girls. or both with girls and only sexually with men. there's a lot of different variations to a person's sexuality, it's just not straight bi or gay. i wouldn't worry about it too much. just do whatever makes you happy and if down the road you discover you're bi, embrace it.

[BaNd]

Help! I'm not Bi. I'm straight, normal, having crush on girls, and watches porn.

But the problem is.... I love watching male Sex. I can search it on tumblr. I find it more hotter.... What's the problem? :yummy::yummy::yummy:

sorry but it would just be I find it hotter lol and the "problem" is hormones

[Atrociousness]

You can't really choose your sexuality. Like 'The Shadow' said, take time to explore, look at other guys and ask yourself if he's attractive. Other than that, you just sound like you're in denial.

[senior.2013]

As said, depending on age, youre probably just curious. Its normal to think about during puberty, and happens to most guys.

[justsum1anonymous]

I'm 14. And I've the same thing that you describe. Right upto the tumblr part. But I've had a crush on a girl before and I don't think I can love a guy romantically. It's gross for me.