I'm ready to end it

[Noirtier]

I dont feel loved by anyone, none of my friends care, all of the close friends ive ever had have stabbed me in the back or abandoned me. Now its happened again and i dont think i can take the pain. my life at home is a wreck and i basically just have to work all the time while im verbally abused by my stepdad. no one wants to be my friend and i feel so alone in life and dont want to even go on...

[Mirage]

Please don't feel this way, even if you can't think of someone off the top of your head, there are people that love you. Maybe even people you don't think love you.

[Calvert]

It's always darkest before the dawn. In other words, it will get better. Don't give up just before it does - If those friends back stabbed and abandoned you, then it means they were terrible friends - why would you want them? You need people who will trust you no matter what!

[KarkatLuv]

also, just try to ignore your stepdad, my dad does this every day, the most at night when he is drunk, and Ill be your Friend! please don't feel alone, I hate that I can't be everywhere to help everyone, but i'm someone that will listen if that means anything, even though it's over the internet.

[Sonic Boom]

If those friends back stabbed and abandoned you, then it means they were terrible friends - why would you want them? You need people who will trust you no matter what!

There's nothing worse than having friends turn their back on you. But as Calvert says, they clearly weren't true friends. You have to find true friends no matter how long it takes.....because when you do....life becomes glorious (not perfect obviously, but glorious!).

[Mortal Coil]

It's not you, it's them. I hate this cliche, but your suicide would be a permanent solution to a temporary problem. As soon as you can get out of assholetown, or wherever you live, life will get so much better. Just keep hanging on, please? You can go to college and get out of that shithole.
From those of us on the internet who would be genuinely sad if you died :hug:

[Chip]

Smile. I'm sure there is loads of good in your life, like even us here, we're support, right? :)

Talk to your step - dad about how he treats you, if he is a real step dad, he will care. If he doesn't, don't listen to him. I'm sure you can do better.

Talk to new people in your school, someone who seems friendly, or someone who is alone themselves. There IS more people like that in your school, just find them.

I know this might sound weird, but exercise more, it boosts the endorphins in your system and that leads to greater joy. ;)

If you ever need to talk feel free to add me/pm me. I've been there, done that. Gay Teen.

[Carly011]

Suicide isn't worth it! its not the only answer, as much as it seems it is. I know exactly how your feeling, but things CAN get better. Even though they seem like they wont. Try to occupy your time until you can get past this feeling of only needing suicide. As much as it sucks to want to kill yourself, usually that STRONG intense feeling goes away, even if you think about it at least your out of the moment where you might actually follow through. Maybe watch a funny movie, write in a journal, call a suicide help line. Anything!