Going completely mad!

[beebs]

Im having halucinations and panic attacks daily. Im hearing voices telling me how worthless I am and that I should kill myself. Im sick of it. I feel like im going mad. Seriously. I think I have some undiagnosed mental disorder. And I really need to talk to someone about it. But I fear if I told anyone I would be called an attention seeker. As I dont freak out about my halucinations, I can deal with them without drawing attention. And my panic attacks normally happen when Im alone. Ive only had two where people have been around at school. And even then people said I just wanted attention. Please help me someone.

[Mirage]

A medical condition is NOT being an attention seeker. Seriously tell someone, it could get worse. If you want my opinion, getting help is worth getting called an attention seeker. Hopefully you won't get called that regardless, but it depends what kind of people you hang out with.

I am sorry you're feeling this way, and good luck!

[Ravenous1]

You should really tell someone, I've dealt with voices and hallucinations, they're not something that goes away if you don't tell anyone and let it go on its only going to get worse trust me Ik I've been through it, do tell someone you really trust please don't let it go on cuz I did and it ended badly, if you don't mind me asking how long ago did this start?

[beebs]

The halucinations and voices have been around for about 1 year, but the panic attacks only started last week..

[Desuetude]

If things are getting worse then like the users above have posted, tell someone and get some proper help. You can't expect anything to improve really unless you have people that know what they're doing giving you some support so please think about getting some.

[beebs]

In a way I dont want to have to tell someone. In a very odd way, I want to have a breakdown while people are around, so that people notice, thats all I want. Not for attention. As in oh look at me. as in I just want people to see whats happening. But I only have my panic attacks, on my own really, or with people who dont give two shits about me and just laugh..

[Desuetude]

But telling someone and getting help is also letting people know what's wrong and what's happening, it's also the safer and more helpful option. If you have panic attacks in front of the idiots that are going to laugh then it will just make you feel worse, wouldn't it? Is that worth letting people know there is something wrong?

[beebs]

Yes it does. Alot better. Because i physically cant sit there, and talk to someone,about this. I just cant. I will freak out. My mum has asked me once if i was seeing things, because I had a miniature freak out. But I told her no, and she just forgot about it...

[plebble]

Aw poor you :(
But please for your own sake, see a doctor and psychiatrist! I'm telling you to and it's not an option, they will help!