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PoisonousLove
June 21st, 2007, 04:47 PM
I'm fucking tired of this.

Seriously, I can't handle this god damned fucking bullshit.

How the hell can you get off of several addictions?

Crack, cocaine, acid, mushrooms, marijuana, speed, acid, ecstacy...

I did them ALL yesterday. I came home fucked up out of my god damned mind. I was racing, rushing, and hallucinating to the max. I was seeing things that scared me so much to cut myself, just to try to throw them away from seeing someone so fucked up. Blood is all over my bedsheets, and I can't move my arm right now. What am I supposed to do?

Whisper
June 21st, 2007, 04:58 PM
Rehab
like actual rehab in a hospital

withdrawls gonna be a biiiiatch
but it'll be worth it

PoisonousLove
June 21st, 2007, 05:04 PM
Rehab
like actual rehab in a hospital

withdrawls gonna be a biiiiatch
but it'll be worth it

It isn't as simple as "go to rehab" because my life is full of it. My friends do it, my family does it, everywhere I go there's some type of narcotic I'm craving.

To make it even better is I constantly have to deal it just to stay on track with my life, to pay for my school. I can't live like this.

Bobby
June 21st, 2007, 08:04 PM
Rehab
like actual rehab in a hospital

withdrawls gonna be a biiiiatch
but it'll be worth it


I agree.

serial-thrilla
June 21st, 2007, 08:25 PM
hallucinagins and stimulants dont go together, remember that. if your doing all of this on a regular basis your life will be over much shorter then it needs to be. get away from everything that is ruining your life.

PoisonousLove
June 21st, 2007, 09:19 PM
Wow, obviously some you don't realize just how serious my situation is, and I realize it.

I can't stop, even with rehab. I've become dependant on them, and I have everyone in my life around me doing it. Friends, family, etc. I also have to pay several hundred dollars to people I owe monthly, which I can only make by selling the stuff. So explain to me how I can go to rehab and then walk around selling(which I cant stop) and not do it?

serial-thrilla
June 21st, 2007, 11:45 PM
getting a job and getting clean is pretty much the only way...

krizidg
June 22nd, 2007, 09:28 AM
MY FATHER OWNS A REHABILITATION UNIT

Where abouts do you live...


if you live close enough i'll give you the number???


ok


well pm me :D

JoshDude
June 27th, 2007, 10:36 PM
Yeah rehab. What else can you do right?

Cap'nCrunch
June 30th, 2007, 12:41 AM
Ok. First off, what the fuck did you expect to happen? I think all those drugs used responsibly in moderation can be fun, but what you did was fucking dumb. I am firmly opposed to rehab, and I think what you need to do is just STOP. If you're using this much shit on a regular basis, start using them less and less. If you don't think you can handle quitting all of your addictions, then keep smoking pot until you feel you can or would like to quit.

Sorry I'm being mean, but what you did was damn near suicide.

PM me if you'd like to talk. Maybe I don't understand the circumstances surrounding your addiction.

heartagram72
July 10th, 2007, 10:36 AM
confess to ur parents...it will be AMAZINGLY hard.
make sure u arent high when u do this.
volunteer to send urself to rehab...
they'll see that ur serious and u want to get off.
they will also see u r responsible if u volunteer to go
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