Frustrated with Best Friend

[Roses_Are_Yellow]

I'm so freaking SICK of people getting pissed at me for not giving them something they wanted, when I've done a lot for them already. I know I'm probably way more angry then I should be, but I'm so tired. Why can't I just be by myself for once? Does she really have a right to be pissed at me when we'll be spending time with each other next week, and then two weeks after that. Why can't people understand that I'm not one of those stereotypical teenage girls? I don't want to shop every week, I'm not one of those girls who likes to spend every moment with someone else, and I don't want to talk on the god dam cell phone. I actually like to stay home, sleep until noon, and just do NOTHING! I'm going to see her tonight anyway, but she's pissed that I didn't want to have a sleep over tonight.Tonight we're going to spend time with HER friends, not mine, and I'm going to feel like a fifth wheel AGAIN. She wants me to hang out with her and her other friends, who I don't like hanging around, but do just because she's my best friend. She says she knows me really well, but if she did wouldn't she know that I'm not one of those social butterfly people? Uhg, I was having such a good day too, but she brought my mood down. I mean, I should have seen that coming. Of course I can't have one day where I feel like I'm floating in air without something or someone making me upset. Seriously, if this is what I get for doing stuff for other people, then WTH is the point?

That rant really did nothing to help me not resort to cutting myself again. :/