neverhavebeen223
March 23rd, 2012, 04:35 PM
My bf's been ignoring me lately. I'm too mature to be asking what ive done wrong, but i cant help wondering. Hasnt been answering my calls, (yes, i'm one of those weirdos that actually CALLS people) or my texts, or my emails. i know his schedule, so its not like he's been busy for the past seven days.
my mom's been ragging on me about how all i'm good at is arguing, i never do anything right, i cant drive well, im not into sports, only thing i'm good at is school, and she's not sure about that any more.
my teddy has suffered a small cut at the nape of her neck, at the hand of her loving owner, moi. Vixi (my teddy) is now home to all my blades. Nobody would think to look there.
I was looking for bandaids earlier this week for a cat scratch, honestly now, i do have a cat, his name is todd, and i saw a little pouch. my mother is in the medical profession, and apparently stores her spare scalpel blades in the pouch. i left them alone. (read on)
for about two days. i was three weeks clean, but seeing the blades, all beautiful and sterile, was insanely triggering. so i nicked a couple. they're so very sharp. it almost goes without saying that i am no longer three weeks clean, but twenty-seven minutes clean.
i forgot how beautiful the blood was. anyone else ever find a gem of a blade unexpectedly?
my mom's been ragging on me about how all i'm good at is arguing, i never do anything right, i cant drive well, im not into sports, only thing i'm good at is school, and she's not sure about that any more.
my teddy has suffered a small cut at the nape of her neck, at the hand of her loving owner, moi. Vixi (my teddy) is now home to all my blades. Nobody would think to look there.
I was looking for bandaids earlier this week for a cat scratch, honestly now, i do have a cat, his name is todd, and i saw a little pouch. my mother is in the medical profession, and apparently stores her spare scalpel blades in the pouch. i left them alone. (read on)
for about two days. i was three weeks clean, but seeing the blades, all beautiful and sterile, was insanely triggering. so i nicked a couple. they're so very sharp. it almost goes without saying that i am no longer three weeks clean, but twenty-seven minutes clean.
i forgot how beautiful the blood was. anyone else ever find a gem of a blade unexpectedly?