Going to kill myself

[awhisper]

I've had these bumps on my penis since I can remeber,...Well, lately, there has been a little flesh feeling bump, like a skin tag sort of, coming up on the foreskin on the left side of my penis...

I looked it up, and it could be HPV...is there anywere I could go to get this checked out?...I can't tell my father because he will call me stupid and not take me...

And, if I do have it, I'm going to kill myself...

This isn't a joke either...


Were can I go to get tested for HPV?

[MoveAlong]

Any clinic and doctor
Though you may wanna go with Planned Parenthood - I've heard that they don't mind people that are underage

Don't kill yourself if you happen to have it!!!! Life is worth living even with a STD. You just have to be extra careful - thousands live with diseases and disabilities every day just to keep enjoying any up and down of life.

There's always gonna be a reward in life. Tho don't say it's death, that's bad lol

[awhisper]

Well, I met a very very nice girl, and I know ...if I had HPV, she'd think low of me, and I don't want her to think that

I want to have a good life, but I can't if I have this HPV bullshit...

I need to figure out were to get tested without my father knowing, what about a ER? Could I go in by myself?


I swear if I have it, I'm going to kill myself, I've only had sex with around 3 people

[awhisper]

The last girl I had sex with, I asked her if she got tested, she said she didn't and nothing came up, and I read online that the warts can happen from stress sometimes, I'm not even sure if its a wart, its like a skintag sort of, it looks nothing like the genital warts I see in the pictures...

I'd just really like to get tested =(

[MoveAlong]

If she doesn't accept that you have HPV than I would either try to convince her or give her up...you're a teen (you should be if you on this site) and usually teen relationships don't last forever...You need to wait for other people to say something about this too, because it's just dumb that you'd quit life over a piece of bullshit.

Bullshit happens with everybody...if you break up with a girlfriend, that's just another piece of bullshit that happens all the time all over the world.

Seriously man, don't do it. I have no further advice and I think you should look up Planned Parenthood on Google for more info about getting tested at one of their clinics.

Come back to the forums after a few days to see what other people have said.

[Pioneer92]

i had a little white bump on my penis once but my doctor said its normal and itll go away on its own. it did after a few weeks, he said its a common problem that happens to a lot of boys so its nothing to be worried about unless it gets painful, gets worse or doesnt go away after a while

[what the?]

If I were you, I would just go to the doctors on your own. If you're old enough to be having sex, then surely you're old enough to make an appointment at a doctors surgery?

I don't really see that having HPV is a reason to want to kill yourself.

Most people who become infected with HPV will not have any symptoms and will clear the infection on their own.

[Sapphire]

It is possible that it is nothing serious and it is possible that even if it is HPV your body will clear it up. It's nothing to kill yourself over.

A hospital or doctors surgery will be able to carry out tests.

[xTheLordsServantx]

I beg that you do not kill yourself. Remember that God has a plan for your life. You are never forgotten in God's eyes! He loves you more than anyone in the world and killing yourself would just cause Him as well as all those other people who love you, like all of us here. I implore you to think about the decision you are going to make and how it could cause so much hardship to so many other people. I will keep you in my prayers and remember I love you like a brother!

God Bless you

David

[ThatCanadianGuy]

Um what do the bumps look like? Sorry, but it'd suck if you killed yourself over little white bumps (fordyce's spots) that almost every guy has, which are totally natural. And I thinks that's what you might be looking at. You said the bumps were there since you can remember, and you have these little white, harmless bumps everyone has since puberty. AND even if you have an STD, don't kill yourself! If you do have one it's probably something that can be treated with a vaccine or EVEN pills. Some people even get HPV and it GOES AWAY ON IT'S OWN without them ever knowing they had it! Of course, that is rare. But the point is, most STD's are treatable, and as such they are so common an issue that you're life is definitely not worth taking over such an STD.