Antagonist
March 18th, 2012, 10:53 PM
Explain to me what this could mean.
Sometimes by chance, I picture killing a fame member and feel nothing.
I have panic attacks an stuff. Like my mid is taken over and when I'm texting someone I say "die Noah die you're worthless when your blood seeps from youre body you'll be at rest nobody will care you're ugly ft worthless you ugly man whore just die!!!!!" but with a lot of cuss words.
I do have mood swings. One moment I'm all giddy and the next I wanna die.
I do feel worthless a lot.
I feel dead a lot.
I like being alone.
I always have an attitude and I'm a total douche Bag to my family.
What's wrong with me?!
Sometimes by chance, I picture killing a fame member and feel nothing.
I have panic attacks an stuff. Like my mid is taken over and when I'm texting someone I say "die Noah die you're worthless when your blood seeps from youre body you'll be at rest nobody will care you're ugly ft worthless you ugly man whore just die!!!!!" but with a lot of cuss words.
I do have mood swings. One moment I'm all giddy and the next I wanna die.
I do feel worthless a lot.
I feel dead a lot.
I like being alone.
I always have an attitude and I'm a total douche Bag to my family.
What's wrong with me?!