FullyAlive
March 16th, 2012, 11:50 AM
Yet another moany thread so I apologise.
I can't cope i'm so down right now and I don't even know why suddenly everything has just got on top of me, I can't do all my work, maintain my friendships etc, and everything else at the same time, I feel like soothing has to give and at the moment there's nothing that will. I can't even make sense of what i'm thinking to put it down everything just hurts and all I am is sad. I just want someone to hold me and tell me it'll all be okay and no one can because it won't be okay and it never will.
I hate everything especially myself, I want to fall to pieces because that's the only thing that might help. I want to break into something unrecognisable, I don't want to fucking do this anymore.
i'm not really asking anything, I just needed to vent a bit. Sorry.
I can't cope i'm so down right now and I don't even know why suddenly everything has just got on top of me, I can't do all my work, maintain my friendships etc, and everything else at the same time, I feel like soothing has to give and at the moment there's nothing that will. I can't even make sense of what i'm thinking to put it down everything just hurts and all I am is sad. I just want someone to hold me and tell me it'll all be okay and no one can because it won't be okay and it never will.
I hate everything especially myself, I want to fall to pieces because that's the only thing that might help. I want to break into something unrecognisable, I don't want to fucking do this anymore.
i'm not really asking anything, I just needed to vent a bit. Sorry.