beebs
March 14th, 2012, 02:34 PM
All of my friends are falling apart. I have not been in school for 2 weeks, due to an illness, that all my friends know about, and some emotional problems that they dont know about. there year 10 my friends, im year 9 btw.
When I went back on Monday, It was fine, then at lunch time, i arrived, noticed my group was sat at a different place than before, i assumed they had just moved seats, so i went to sit down with them. and one of them said "No you dont sit here, you sit over there, this is for the year 10's"
and i was like, well im going to sit here... with you guys, then the same girl and another friend kept saying no i couldnt i was not allowed, i made quite an emotional kind of speech about how they were my only friends, and i wouldnt have anyone to hang out with, and they just said, well find more friends.
i made such a fuss that they let me stay with them in the end.
and today everything was fine, untill after school when one of them started asking me why I was going on holiday to a theme park, with my condition. I calmly explained that it would be fine and i was allowed.
then another friend started asking to, them saying that i was "faking my condition" or "playing on it". saying that if it was that bad i would be in hospital and need oxygen. this really made me angry, ive lived with my condition all my life, its horrible. i think its disgusting that she could accuse me of faking. she said that "we all know your faking it". she kept calling me a faker, and it just made me so angry.
I dont know what to do. School is going to be awful tomorow. I dont want to face them. But I cant just do what people say, and find new friends, these people are my only friends, if i stop being friends with them. im on my own. no one else likes me in my school.
What can I do? Please someone help me...
When I went back on Monday, It was fine, then at lunch time, i arrived, noticed my group was sat at a different place than before, i assumed they had just moved seats, so i went to sit down with them. and one of them said "No you dont sit here, you sit over there, this is for the year 10's"
and i was like, well im going to sit here... with you guys, then the same girl and another friend kept saying no i couldnt i was not allowed, i made quite an emotional kind of speech about how they were my only friends, and i wouldnt have anyone to hang out with, and they just said, well find more friends.
i made such a fuss that they let me stay with them in the end.
and today everything was fine, untill after school when one of them started asking me why I was going on holiday to a theme park, with my condition. I calmly explained that it would be fine and i was allowed.
then another friend started asking to, them saying that i was "faking my condition" or "playing on it". saying that if it was that bad i would be in hospital and need oxygen. this really made me angry, ive lived with my condition all my life, its horrible. i think its disgusting that she could accuse me of faking. she said that "we all know your faking it". she kept calling me a faker, and it just made me so angry.
I dont know what to do. School is going to be awful tomorow. I dont want to face them. But I cant just do what people say, and find new friends, these people are my only friends, if i stop being friends with them. im on my own. no one else likes me in my school.
What can I do? Please someone help me...