beebs
March 10th, 2012, 06:43 PM
Just some background info..
I have social anxiety, well not diagnosed, only because ive never been to a doctor about it, but me and mum are both aware.
Ive been off school for 2 weeks, due to flu, and being "mentally unfit" for school, my mum just found out about me self-harming so thats why.
But I tried to go to school last monday, I managed to get in, I was sent home because my asthma was bad, but I got myself sent home, I felt okay asthma wise, I just wanted to get out of there.
School is really scary for me now, its like the walls just wising around me, the children, mocking me, its awful.
Or its really slow, everything seems to be in slow motion, its creepy.
This was my experience to them few hours I had in school last monday.
Im expected back in this Monday, but I really dont want to. Im petrified, my mum has seemed to have picked up on this, when she mentions it, i freeze up.
I dont know what to do. I dont think I can do it. Help me?
I have social anxiety, well not diagnosed, only because ive never been to a doctor about it, but me and mum are both aware.
Ive been off school for 2 weeks, due to flu, and being "mentally unfit" for school, my mum just found out about me self-harming so thats why.
But I tried to go to school last monday, I managed to get in, I was sent home because my asthma was bad, but I got myself sent home, I felt okay asthma wise, I just wanted to get out of there.
School is really scary for me now, its like the walls just wising around me, the children, mocking me, its awful.
Or its really slow, everything seems to be in slow motion, its creepy.
This was my experience to them few hours I had in school last monday.
Im expected back in this Monday, but I really dont want to. Im petrified, my mum has seemed to have picked up on this, when she mentions it, i freeze up.
I dont know what to do. I dont think I can do it. Help me?