illusion

[ReasonsForWeeping]

Am i an illusion?
Or just crazy?
I think both.
I faked a smile no one noticed
It didn't touch my eyes.
I cried on the outside
I died on the inside
I tired to ask for help
But no one herd my yelp
All i ever asked for was help
Am i not worth it
No i will never be worth it
I'm in pain
But not the kind you can fix
Even if i could be fixed
Would anyone even try
To put me back together