Not working

[Ravenous1]

My abilify is not working it might have made my schizophreniform worse, im in hell, im trying really hard not to listen to the voices so i have music in my ears 24/7 even when i sleep, the hallucinations scare the sh*t out of me, the shadowman was standing by my bed when i woke up he tried to grab me it took all i had to not scream. My parents already know its not working. Im already going to see my psychiatrist in 3 WEEKS! I cant survive another day i barely survived today i dont know what to do, im trying not to completely flip out and lose it.

[CuriousDestruction]

-hugs- breathe. Tell your parents. If you need to, go to the hospital. It sounds like things are getting really crazy and more than you should be handling alone, especially if it's just getting worse with meds. stay strong love

[Ravenous1]

Im going to see if i can get an earlier appointment for my psychiatrist before i go to the hospital, im trying to avoid the hospital but i will go if i cant get an earlier appointment.

[Ravenous1]

My mom just called my psychiatrist he told her i need to give my meds some time to work in about 3 weeks we should know if its working if not i will probably just get a different med to take at my appointment, so im stuck dealing with everything.

[CuriousDestruction]

if it gets too much and you feel like you are about to hurt yourself or others or you are completely out of control, a hospital visit is really important. It sounds scary as hell but not as scary as the consequences of not going.

[Ravenous1]

Thanks, even though i dont want to go to the hospital i will if i have to