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MsBrokenMelody
March 6th, 2012, 10:25 PM
When is it enough, maybe when you take it as far as I do, and look like a zebra with red stripes. It's sickening, it really is, the boy I'm in love with is begging me to stop but it just isn't that easy. Wanna know a secret? I don't want to stop. I wish everyone would leave me alone about it, I want to be isolated and be away from everyone. But this isn't healthy, I'm not healthy, everyone that feels like me is not healthy, I am watching the show on Demi Lavato now, the stay strong thing where she talks about her eating disorders and cutting, I want to cry. Please message me if you need to talk, this is my first post I just created this account. Much Love

CuriousDestruction
March 6th, 2012, 10:39 PM
It is only enough if you completely understand what you are doing and how you feel about it. I can't stop you from hurting yourself. But it sounds like you have people out there who care about you. And what you are doing, whether you admit it or not, is causing yourself damage. And you may cross a line where the damage is unrepairable. I hope you find peace, it sounds like you need some.

MsBrokenMelody
March 6th, 2012, 10:53 PM
Thank you. Peace would be nice, and as much as I want everyone else to stop, and see how beautiful they are, I almost can't say that because of how I see myself. Trying to help other people can't do anything, if you don't help yourself along with them. I'm doing this for a purpose, this website, I'm creating a blog, to help me and other people all get better