Am I gay?

[lonelyboy15]

I've been getting some curious feelings lately. I even watched a gay porn while I was masturbating, but the orgasm wasn't as intense as watching a straight porn. One time I even came faster to the gay porn than to the straight porn.. After the "gay" masturbation session I felt unsatisfied, awkward and sometimes disgusted. I wouldn't say I actually achieved an orgasm with the gay porn, but I seem to always achieve an orgasm with the straight porn. Correct me if I'm wrong but people can come but still not feel an orgasm... right? Because of that, I don't think I'm gay. I mean I've liked girls, looking at them, masturbating to them, etc. but all of a sudden on rare occasions like a every couple of weeks, I get an urge to do some gay like jerk off to a gay porno. I don't know why, since I don't enjoy it and especially since I think male anal sex is disgusting.

Another weird feeling is I've found some men to be attractive... attractive enough to give me an erection, but not more attractive than a woman. Sometimes my mind will tell me that a certain girl is attractive but when I look at a certain guy I get an erection to the guy instead of to the girl I just thought was attractive. Ive never fantasized about doing anything sexual with them (men) because as I said above I find that very disgusting and gross. Its never been someone at school or in my real life just someone on TV or in a movie and the list isn't huge just a small handful. Although I fantasize about girls (in my life & not in my life like tv/movie) all the time wether or not it gives me an erection.

Also due to curiosity I recently tried anal masturbation. I didn't really enjoy it but my penis did have a little erection, not a full one though. In fact just looking back on it makes me feel quite awkward and uncomfortable. I probably wont try it again because afterwards I feel very gross and nasty. Is that even normal for 13-15 year old boys to be trying?

Does any of that mean that I could be gay? Maybe I'm just scaring myself and over thinking the situation.

[MrPeace]

im the same way, its our hormones man, so dont worry about it...we all grow outta it...usually, unless your gay. but dont worry about it

[MoveAlong]

Correct me if I'm wrong but people can come but still not feel an orgasm... right?

Yeah, tho if you happen to force the cum back inside or make it not come out, that's very unhealthy.

I think that male anal sex is disgusting

Meh, it's ok. I'm gay and I think it's alright sometimes. Some gay guys hate anal.

The urges are all a part of puberty. Your hormones make you think weird things...which in this case, weird is perfectly normal 0.o

Also due to curiosity I recently tried anal masturbation. I didn't really enjoy it but my penis did have a little erection, not a full one though. In fact just looking back on it makes me feel quite awkward and uncomfortable. I probably wont try it again because afterwards I feel very gross and nasty. Is that even normal for 13-15 year old boys to be trying?

Anal masturbation is perfectly normal for all guys to try, whether your first time is 11 or 56.

Anal masturbation does not make you gay - some straight guys like being fingered by their girlfriends.


You sound like a normal straight guy going through puberty. You may turn out bi - but in any case, that's fine! The urges to do things are very common and you might keep going back to it. Do whatever feels comfortable for you and makes you feel good! There's nothing you have to stop! =]

+only you will know whether you're gay or not. We can't tell you.

[lxl]

whoohee looks like someone's hormones raging
its all part of puberty... dont worry
it could mean that you are gay, but probably not
only you will know (but dont worry!!)

[lxl]

Anal masturbation is perfectly normal for all guys to try, whether your first time is 11 or 56.


LOL

[lonelyboy15]

Thanks for answering all my questions guys, it helped a lot. I feel a certain sense of relief. I knew it would just be raging hormones.

[dope]

only time will tell,it fine if u look @ gay porn and jack off to it i have done it it all fine. HANG LOSE!!!!!

Dope

[A.J.]

yeah it always feels sorta weird after you cum. your not turned on and it seems gross but its totally normal.

[Berodas]

u r not gay thi happenes to every one u where just woundering.

[appletiser-with-friends]

I've been getting some curious feelings lately. I even watched a gay porn while I was masturbating, but the orgasm wasn't as intense as watching a straight porn. One time I even came faster to the gay porn than to the straight porn.. After the "gay" masturbation session I felt unsatisfied, awkward and sometimes disgusted. I wouldn't say I actually achieved an orgasm with the gay porn, but I seem to always achieve an orgasm with the straight porn. Correct me if I'm wrong but people can come but still not feel an orgasm... right? Because of that, I don't think I'm gay. I mean I've liked girls, looking at them, masturbating to them, etc. but all of a sudden on rare occasions like a every couple of weeks, I get an urge to do some gay like jerk off to a gay porno. I don't know why, since I don't enjoy it and especially since I think male anal sex is disgusting.

Another weird feeling is I've found some men to be attractive... attractive enough to give me an erection, but not more attractive than a woman. Sometimes my mind will tell me that a certain girl is attractive but when I look at a certain guy I get an erection to the guy instead of to the girl I just thought was attractive. Ive never fantasized about doing anything sexual with them (men) because as I said above I find that very disgusting and gross. Its never been someone at school or in my real life just someone on TV or in a movie and the list isn't huge just a small handful. Although I fantasize about girls (in my life & not in my life like tv/movie) all the time wether or not it gives me an erection.

Also due to curiosity I recently tried anal masturbation. I didn't really enjoy it but my penis did have a little erection, not a full one though. In fact just looking back on it makes me feel quite awkward and uncomfortable. I probably wont try it again because afterwards I feel very gross and nasty. Is that even normal for 13-15 year old boys to be trying?

Does any of that mean that I could be gay? Maybe I'm just scaring myself and over thinking the situation.

Ok. Right. Mate. Its Completley Normal to have these feelings. your hormones are going crazy. YOUR IN PUBERTY. just relax. go with the flow :D

[Enkoi]

Anal masturbation does not make you gay - some straight guys like being fingered by their girlfriends.


LOL...yeaaah...*thinks back to that day...* :rolleyes:

(sorry had to throw this in even you you guys don't like us girls leavin' our marks. )
:yes:

G'night!

And ps: I have to agree with everyone here...I'm starting to think my own 14 yr old brother is going through this phase *rollseyes*

[wilmarth628]

its perfectly normal
plus if you want to be gay dont be scared:yes:

[NintendoFanboy]

I know exactly how you feel, and I put it this way: I am straight, but I jack off to guys. I'll marry a girl, but I like seeing guys. It's normal.

[MoveAlong]

(sorry had to throw this in even you you guys don't like us girls leavin' our marks. )
:yes:

I like it! :D

[knowledge bank ^-^]

Its Just Puberty!!!! Fasten Your Seatbelts And Keep All Appendages Inside The Ride At All Times!!!!!!!!

[Antares]

youre in the norm
people your age and my age have thoughts like this and go through extreme times where their...well extremely curious. most of us i think have gone through this phase and if you come out of it and you think your gay then thats fine. if its the opposite then your still fine so dont sweat it.

[MRcongeniality]

normal, just hormones, most boys go through a stage when you feel gay.

[Camazotz]

It's all part of puberty. Youre probably not gay at all, and just curious.

[damirules35]

Nah I would'nt say you were gay It's perfectly normal. I get certain feelings like that sometimes to but thats just raging hormones my friend