neverhavebeen223
March 6th, 2012, 06:46 PM
So my amazing bf Jake(not his real name) has been helping me quit cutting, cold turkey, and I had stopped for a week. I've had my learners a month now but driving with my mom is hell. I'm a good driver until I start getting critiqued, then everything goes downhill. So to speak. When I parked in the driveway after driving to the city and back (5 hours) mom was, surprise surprise, yelling at me, and it usually doesn't get to me, but she said something that kinda stuck. "The only thing you are good at is arguing. She doesn't know I cut, but when we went inside, I went to my room, got my razor and made eight deep lines. Jake doesn't know yet, and I feel horrible about disappointing him like this, but I feel a lot better overall. Bad when you have to see blood to stop your mind bleeding.