Im Afraid!!

[moon_lit_angel]

I need help now :/

I've gone 320 days without self harm!!!
But I'm getting really bad urges again.. My granddad died last week. I've been in hospital.

Flashbacks are happening, I've gained weight :(

I'm about to snap :(


Please someone stop me

[Dimitri]

Hun, let's take this one step at a time...

Congratulations on the 320 days!!!!

What do you enjoy doing? Do you like to read or write, paint or color, sing or dance...

Find something you enjoy doing and do it.

I know dealing with death can be hard and I know you loved him (I am hoping you did) but you need to turn this depression into some type of constructive energy.

[moon_lit_angel]

Hun, let's take this one step at a time...

Congratulations on the 320 days!!!!

What do you enjoy doing? Do you like to read or write, paint or color, sing or dance...

Find something you enjoy doing and do it.

I know dealing with death can be hard and I know you loved him (I am hoping you did) but you need to turn this depression into some type of constructive energy.



I enjoy doing photography, but its 02:09 here..!

yes I did love him but I also hated him.!! He sexually abused me.. I hate him but i love him...

[CuriousDestruction]

-hugs- death has a habit of causing a large mix of emotions. Love him or hate him, the loss still affects you. When I want to focus on my artistic side sometimes I surf deviantart, do you know it? 320 days is such an amazing accomplishment love, and you can make it to 321. Breathe. Allow yourself to feel whatever it is you feel and remind yourself that they are what they are, feelings. They are not pretend but you can resist their influence. You are beautiful and you are strong. You can make it.

[moon_lit_angel]

-hugs- death has a habit of causing a large mix of emotions. Love him or hate him, the loss still affects you. When I want to focus on my artistic side sometimes I surf deviantart, do you know it? 320 days is such an amazing accomplishment love, and you can make it to 321. Breathe. Allow yourself to feel whatever it is you feel and remind yourself that they are what they are, feelings. They are not pretend but you can resist their influence. You are beautiful and you are strong. You can make it.

Yeah i've heard of deviant art i should be asleep but i cant sleep because im scared

[Black.Veil.Brides]

im not saying cut yhurself and im not saying dont. ik its tempting when yhu goot stressfull shit driving yhu up wall... i do it for the pain... i like it and im not going to stop bcuz one person said to. all yhu need to do if u dont wanna cut is talk to someone i dont mean someone online but like verbally.