I'm so sick and tired of everything.

[Jupiter]

Why?

Why can I not satisfy anyone? I mean, once I finally find the one person I can trust, they tell me that they are leaving me alone. I just can't deal with all this shit anymore.

DAMMMMMMMMMMITTTTTTTTTTTT

goodbye, kyle, nate, matthew, sarah, haley, gabby, and any other best friend that i ever had.

i'm done with trust.

[Desuetude]

Don't do that Eric. Don't rule out every person that ever meant something to you or people that might mean something to you. Keep looking for the people that will talk to you, the ones you can rely on, they are there, even if they're very hard to get to but when you find them everything will be so much better. Don't give up on people yet, you have so many years of different people coming in and out of your life yet and you just need to pick out those few that are actually going to help you and wont give up on you either.

[Jupiter]

Why would I do that, if just about everyone else is going to let me down?

[Dimitri]

YO BUDDY, YOU LISTEN HERE!!!!

Don't give up bud, it isn't worth throng it all away...you need to set down with someone, anyone and just chat it out man.

Even if it means just for a few minutes it can mean a life time in the end. I had a falling out with a few friends a few years ago, it is part of growing up, you go separate ways do different things, it is part of growing up.

Relax a little and try again in a few weeks....

[Breakeven]

not everyone will let u down i can promise u that , u just havnt found the right people hun

[Desuetude]

Why would I do that, if just about everyone else is going to let me down?

Because the few people that do become close and that you can let in will be worth it. Not everyone will let you down, sometimes people get hurt by accident, the other person doesn't even know they're doing it. Just don't give up now Eric.

[Jupiter]

I don't even know who or what to trust anymore. I am scared that everyone is going to leave me, and I'm going to be alone. I know it sounds stupid, but I really think that's going to happen.

[Desuetude]

I don't even know who or what to trust anymore. I am scared that everyone is going to leave me, and I'm going to be alone. I know it sounds stupid, but I really think that's going to happen.

I feel like that as well. That they will just backstab you at the first oppertunity they get and that you can't let anyone close but some people really do want to get to know you and are there only to help and comfort you. Not to drop you when they feel like it. You need to remember that not everyone is the same and it is okay to let people in sometimes.

[Jupiter]

Yeah, but I just don't know which one's are going to do this. Having friends just isn't healthy for me anymore.

[Desuetude]

But if you dont have friends who do you have? You need people to talk to and know that they're there to pick you back up when you're at your worst.

[Jupiter]

I mean no people IRL. I don't need them.

[Desuetude]

I mean no people IRL. I don't need them.

But you do. People on the internet are great but they're not always going to be here and to be honest they're a lot harder to keep. You need people IRL to go to as well just so you know that you have someone to fall back on if you need them or at least someone you cab just talk to.

[Bath]

I can relate to every word you're saying lol, I'm going through the same thing. Idk what to say or else I would help myself too, but I can say that you're such a cutie pie and you're such a nice person and don't deserve that... so it's not you.

[ImCoolBeans]

Trust is really hard to give/gain but very easy to lose. I understand that you're upset and hurt, but you have friends all around you who are willing to help and talk you through whatever it exactly is that is going on. About 5 years ago I had a big falling out with my group of friends, and I was friendless for a little while. Those were some lonely and bad times but things did get better, I did find a new group of friends and everything worked itself out.

You know how to get to me if you need anything.

[Jupiter]

Thank you so much people. I really appreciate all the help you gave me

[Borxar]

Yeah dude, did you see my post in your other thread? And I know people do let us down and the people you think are there for you arent always but you will always have support somewhere man and so you hold onto it

[Short Circuit]

I am so sorry

[Jupiter]

whatever kyle. im just sick and tired of trusting too many people and having them leave me. thanks for at least apologizing.

[Amaryllis]

Eric/Matty. You cannot rely on others to prove your self-worth or to define who you are. It's excruciating when your trust is betrayed, the last time I cared I did some stupid things. You've had to go through so much at such a young age and yet you still try to make things easier for others.

What we or anyone else thinks of you, doesn't equate to your level of importance. You can't rely on anyone to improve your confidence. It hurts so hard for you because you want so badly to be loved and accepted. We understand. Most of us want to be.

You try too hard, gain too little and lose too much. Remember I told you you were the only one you could truly rely on? I don't mean trust no one. I mean, be your own best friend. So when someone says "I'm leaving you," you can say "Your loss."

There's too many people to please and you will never please everyone. I'm sure someone out there dislikes me. If you like yourself enough, you'll have enough self-worth to be okay with being alone.

And I hope you will take comfort in knowing I'm still here.

[Jupiter]

And, how about if I don't even like myself?

[Short Circuit]

Don't go there Eric, you know what happens when you don't like yourself

[Jupiter]

i just cannot bring myself to listen to what i say anymore.

[depressedinsanity]

You know what we all have issues we all have people who leave us broken but what you have to do is grow a set and snap out of it. If you keep your heart shut to most people and leave itnopen to only a few people that you trust with your life then you won't be dissapionted or left alone and also people are mean it's human nature its somthing we all have to deal with

[Short Circuit]

I dont think "bashing" someone is a good way to make them feel better

[TeddyBearRock]

Right now kelly clarkson ~ stronger

[Princess Ariel]

And, how about if I don't even like myself?

Then find something about yourself that you can love, rather it's something minor, or major.