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cj4976
June 12th, 2007, 11:37 AM
why do things seem to never work out. honestly. All i do is try to be a good person and friend and nothing seems to go right for me. I had liked this girl, and wasted my enitire junior year tryin to get her to like me, and what do i get? she had a "thing" for my best friend the entire time. and to make it better she tells me she had liked me when we first met, when i wasnt interested in her like that. just great. a whole school year wasted... i jsut dont want it to be summer cause i usually dont get to see nearly as many people as i like and im just goin to be alone. nobody again. i really never thought i was that bad. i jsut dont want to leave high school without someone special..like everyone else. im just really scared im goin to feel as bad as i did a few weeks ago, crying every day in my car, and just driving for hours alone to not think about things. i really just want to be with someone so bad. errr.i guess im honestly just not good enough. the last time i had a girlfriend was sixth friggin grade, when u didnt have to be perfect for someone to like u. wth. i really hate this so much. fasfasdfasd

Maverick
June 12th, 2007, 11:56 AM
Why are you so concerned about getting in a relationship? Whats the rush? You're young! You have many many years left and a whole life ahead of you. You should be having fun not making yourself miserable over a girl. The right person will come eventually it's just you have to be patient and let it happen. Don't focus on what you don't have, focus on what you do!

Once summer starts have your friends numbers and call them up! Also you can get a job to keep yourself busy and meet new people. Though it will require effort from you to do it and it's not going to happen for you. You have to take the initiative to do something otherwise nothing will change.

dushanbe4
August 9th, 2007, 06:47 PM
Cheer up, your life is just like mine, remember life will get better. You still only lived like 1/6 of your life. Keep your chin up! ^^