I'm really going crazy

[DarkHorses]

I am so tired of life. I hate it, so much. I feel like every day I get closer and closer to breaking down. My mom's a depressed wreck, and she's going to the hospital to stay for a few days. My sister thinks she's my second mom and can tell me what to do, including lecturing me about not going to school, when she herself has dropped out. Someone is always mad at me and yelling at me. I'm sorry I'm not perfect.

Everyone is in a shitty mood and how I am supposed to be happy or function semi normally when it seems like no one else can? I'm so aggravated that I just want to cry. I ask what we're eating for lunch and I get yelled at, like I inconvenience everyone. I'm just an annoyance to the world, after all.

I'm honestly tired of everything. I feel like screaming, but even if I did I doubt anyone would care. I don't know how much longer I can go through this.

[DarkNick]

The best solution is to breakdown for some days-a week perhaps and slowly return back to normal. It'll make you feel calmer and to cheer you up until you will be fed up again and the circle will go on and on...
Patience....!!! :)

[FranticMind]

Hey :)

Firstly, it sounds like things are quite stressful for you right now, and its understandable for you to be feeling close to breakdown.
And when you say that you doubt anyone would care, just remember, that if anything happened to you then there would ALWAYS be people who care. people care about you regardless. but everyone is still human and people can't be happy all the time, so its understandable that things are said and not meant in a fit of rage etc.

And hun, there is nothing wrong with crying, it doesnt make you weak or any less of a person. Crying lets out your emotions and feelings in a positive way.

I agree with what Nickiller said, take things step by step and day by day, don't take on too much at once.
I hope things get better for you, you seem like a nice person, just remember to stay strong and you can get through this.

Take care x

[Djentleman]

Just put time away for some nice music and your emotions to come to the surface so you can let it out and let go of them. Don't think of every bad aspect as one giant emotional constraint. Write what you're going through down maybe in as much detail as your can and eventually things will seem to get back in place.