Told mom everything

[Ravenous1]

Well I finally told my mom everything, she knows about the voices and the hallucinations, the people I see. She told me not to listen to them which is the same thing that my closest friends that know about it said. Me ignoring it isn't working. I was honestly expecting her to like drag me to a Psychiartrist or something. I thought that she would help me more but all she said was "ignore it because I don't want you to become schizophrenic and pray to god to take away the spirits/demons/lost souls away from you." she said "a schizophrenic person sees and hears things that are not there they talk to invisible people." umm she may not know this but if I'm alone and if my door and window is shut I will talk and have a conversation with them, it's just weird listening to the voices and not saying anything. I think my mom might be in denial that something might be wrong with me. She said she would take me to a psychairtrist but I don't trust them. If my mom really is in denial and me ignoring it isn't working then how much worse would it have to get before she finally realizes there's something wrong? Idr when the voices and everything started but compared to then and now it's only getting worse. Idk where I was going with this but at the moment I feel so lost and confused on what I'm supposed to do now.

[Jupiter]

she may not be in denial, but maybe she just doesn't know how these things work. what did you want her to do?

[Antagonist]

If she wont do shizzz, then ttalk to a school guidance counselor. They'll do something.

Hope all goes well <3

[Ravenous1]

Well I was expecting more that just ignore it, and I don't want to involve anyone else, especially the school cuz people talk and Ive went through rumors before and I hated it I'd rather not go through it again.

[Antagonist]

But counselors stay confidential.

[Jupiter]

Well I was expecting more that just ignore it, and I don't want to involve anyone else, especially the school cuz people talk and Ive went through rumors before and I hated it I'd rather not go through it again.

so what exactly did you want from her?

[Ravenous1]

With the counselor certain things can't be kept confidential and I don't really know what I wanted just a different answer I guess

[Antagonist]

With the counselor certain things can't be kept confidential and I don't really know what I wanted just a different answer I guess

True, very true. Well, what do the voices say?

[Ravenous1]

They tell me to hurt myself (ive actually hurt myself cuz they told me to), kill myself hurt other people, that I'm being watched ect ect. They just make me paranoid and suspicious of everything. There are good voices that help me they help me with any problems I have they even stopped me from killing myself once but I rarely hear the good ones