just when things were finally getting better...

[Jupiter]

my best friend had to yell at me and call me a baby killer cuz im pro-choice. i was cool with that. but then someone had an issue and told her that that was wrong of her to do, when i didn't even take issue with it.

she's now mad at me. ME!!! i didn't even do anything. i'm getting back into those bad thoughts. those running away.. that summer.. it's almost the same thing. i just need some help.

[Stronger]

Eric, don't let your friends bother you because of your views, whether your pro-choice or not, is your business no one elses. Shes clearly probably upset that you believe in that, just say those are my views and if you don't like it then oh well; and also if you need someone to talk to, I'm always here for you.

[Jupiter]

I'm not upset because that she doesn't agree with me. I'm fine with that. I'm mad that another friend interveined and now she hates me. What the fuck? She was my best friend. Four best friends in 4 years.. thats really nice.

[Stronger]

What exactly did the other friend do?

[Jupiter]

wrote a long letter to my best friend, informing her that what she said about calling me a "baby killer" and "anti christ" was wrong. i appreciate the help, but i shook it off. now.. this friend.. is not in a good condition. god, why can't anything ever go right?

[Stronger]

Oh wow, and is your friend sick?

[Jupiter]

not sick sick.
but she might be depressed. she was pushed over the brink. she's acting weird. letting all of her friends go..

[Stronger]

Oh, I'm sorry to hear that, hope things get better for her

[Jupiter]

im so fucking sick and tired of everything going wrong in my life. what the fuck can i expect next. my dad is practically dying, and i just lost my best friend. i am so surprised i haven't cut myself again.

[Stronger]

I wish there was more that I could do, I'm really sorry to hear that, you don't deserve what's going on, just try and remain strong

[Jupiter]

i'm trying. it's too hard.

:'(

[Stronger]

Forget the negitives, focus on the positives, and happy times you had with ur dad

[Jupiter]

thanks man, but there is too much. i just need to fucking get out of this stupid fucking town.

[Stronger]

No problem, but running away would only lead to worse problems down the line