What did I do to deserve all of this?

[Cognizant]

First I find out that I have an STD. Then everyone just seemed to turn their back onto me, after what I have done to help them, and now my teachers are going to be upset because I wasn't able to do anything while I was sick, my sister is being a bitch, I can't find love, I piss off everyone I talk to, I just feel....hated.

Seriously, what did I do to deserve all of this? I know I can be bitter sometimes, but I've never had so much hate crash down on me before!
I want to leave everything behind and run as far away from here as possible.. Start a new life, with people who do care for what I do and why I am persistent at doing what I love. Not people who thrash down my hopes and have the ones I do love leave me.

/grovel.

[spiderdude]

Welcome to my life minus the std

[spiderdude]

Every one hates me..........back to u I think that your sister should stick with you through this if every one is turning on u that's their fault don't let it get you down in the dumps

[spiderdude]

Oh and one more thing live your live change it until your happy with it

[Jdawg91]

As soon as you stop caring for what people think ,the sooner you will be free,overtime your personal attention will be shifted to something or someone different leaving your current crisis behind.