Depression from eating.

[Dimentio]

For about a year now my eating and sleeping went a bit dodgy but now, They both are rare, Sleeping i am up till 4-5 AM every night and wake up at 7-8 AM every morning, But cause this is to do with the eating, I do not eat breakfast in the morning, I have two snacks at school, I sometimes have lunch or not, Then i come home have a little snack, Sometimes have dinner though i am skipping that more lately, then in the night i will eat one bowl of breakfast and looking at the time i am up, That is little food for a lot of hours.
Like right now i am STARVING but food is just not interesting me and it is making me really sad, Like all this non eating just makes me cry and i feel like i am physically dying but my mum gets pissed off at me like i want this to happen and it just isn't helping the depression already, I just NEED to eat i hardly do it and now i get ill from it and i have hardly no energy everynight for the past few months i go to bed hungry and it is killing me.
I asked before and shapes and stuff for food but it did nothing, It feels like i do not have much time left i just feel like i am wasting away i do not know what i am asking for but please i just need something! Like medicine anything i need the pain to go away from this non eating and i need to start again!

[greenninja2killu]

i have had this problem before.Tell your mom that you feal depressed.you might be beating your self up because you feel that no1 loves you or cares but i care i hate when people beat them self up and so i will care for you though thick and thin i will be here for you just 1 pm away to more help.

[CuriousDestruction]

Sounds like you need to tell someone. Your parents can support you through this. So can friends. But the best idea is to tell a therapist or school counselor. they are trained to help you get through this. They can also connect you to people to get you medicine to deal with the depression. Anti-depressants will help with your appetite problems. lack of appetite is a sign of depression, therapists are good at helping you with that.

you can get through this. you just have to reach out. it's difficult as hell but once you do it you can really get help, it's all much easier once you've asked. right now things will just get more and more hopeless.

[GirlLover15]

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