Suicide

[Yehudis13]

Ive been thinking about suicide lately, and I feel like all my problems would be solved if I didn't have any anymore. I'm useless to the world around me, and no one really needs me. I'm just the fly in everybody's faces

[Jupiter]

Oh no no no.

This isn't true. Now, to the world, you might just be one person, but to one person... you might just be their world.

[Yehudis13]

Oh no no no.

This isn't true. Now, to the world, you might just be one person, but to one person... you might just be their world.

What???

[Jupiter]

eh never mind.

you damn well know, that there are people out there. they care. they love you. you mean a lot in this world.

[Yehudis13]

eh never mind.

you damn well know, that there are people out there. they care. they love you. you mean a lot in this world.

They don't. My best friend is getting abused at home, but he won't admit it and he is going away from me. My other friends have gotten distant in the past few days, because of the catastrophes at home, my mother doesn't love me, and I have no on sin the world who cares.

[Jupiter]

yes you do. you know you do. you just want to think that you don't.

[Yehudis13]

yes you do. you know you do. you just want to think that you don't.

Who than? My world is fucked up, and I don't know why I'm here. To make a mess of myself? To hurt the people round me?

[Jupiter]

even though it seem stha tthe world has turned on you, people still do like you. everyone. well, most people.

[Yehudis13]

even though it seem stha tthe world has turned on you, people still do like you. everyone. well, most people.

I'm nothing but the piece of dust floating in everyone's face

[ImCoolBeans]

You're not worthless and you're not a bothersome fly in anybody's face. Things go south for everybody at different times in their lives, and unfortunately a lot is going on in yours at the moment. I don't think your friends are shying away because of you, as you said they have a lot on their plates as well. We're all your friends here, and we're willing to help.

I've felt completely alone at times, unloved and distant from everything that was happening. I felt like the worthless fly that you described. But when it all came down to it things did get better any life went on. Things will get better for you, you've just got to keep your spirits up. If you ever need anything; a friend, somebody to talk to or just somebody to listen to what you have to say I'm just a PM away.

Remember that here, you have friends all around you who just want to see you do well, grow and move on from the rough patches that life brings. Be safe.

[Yehudis13]

You're not worthless and you're not a bothersome fly in anybody's face. Things go south for everybody at different times in their lives, and unfortunately a lot is going on in yours at the moment. I don't think your friends are shying away because of you, as you said they have a lot on their plates as well. We're all your friends here, and we're willing to help.

I've felt completely alone at times, unloved and distant from everything that was happening. I felt like the worthless fly that you described. But when it all came down to it things did get better any life went on. Things will get better for you, you've just got to keep your spirits up. If you ever need anything; a friend, somebody to talk to or just somebody to listen to what you have to say I'm just a PM away.

Remember that here, you have friends all around you who just want to see you do well, grow and move on from the rough patches that life brings. Be safe.

I just feel like I'm not useful anymore. I was used and tortured for years upn years, and I was never genuinely happy.

[ImCoolBeans]

I just feel like I'm not useful anymore. I was used and tortured for years upn years, and I was never genuinely happy.

You just have to think about the potential that the future holds. Life won't always be like that. We're teenagers, on the cusp of adulthood, very soon we'll all be living on our own and we'll have our own lives, including you.

[Yehudis13]

You just have to think about the potential that the future holds. Life won't always be like that. We're teenagers, on the cusp of adulthood, very soon we'll all be living on our own and we'll have our own lives, including you.

But will it? Some people never move out of their parents house. Some people never gain freedom.

[CuriousDestruction]

But will it? Some people never move out of their parents house. Some people never gain freedom.

True, some people don't. But those who want to move out are the ones that eventually do. We can't control your life from here, only offer words of encouragement. You have to make your choices in life. If you want to put yourself in a position to gain freedom and to move out, you can do it. And it's not just working hard in school, it's about putting your mind to it. It's about believing you can get somewhere.

We can't make you believe. That's the internal struggle you have to fight for and with yourself.

And death won't make you free. Death will make you dead, and you'll be trapped in death forever. Death is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, a solvable problem.

I won't sit here and tell you life is beautiful 24/7, because sometimes life is just plain shitty. but it can be beautiful. Sometimes you have to fight through the shitty times to see the beautiful ones.

Now your friend who's getting abused, if he's really getting abused having a friend like you around is probably some help to him, even if you can't stop the abuse. He needs support. I'm sure he cares.

I hope you find the freedom you're looking for. <3

[Jdawg91]

There is nothing in this world bad enough to make someone contemplate or commit suicide.

Just remember that life is a challenge that must be won, you have to push through it no matter the problem, the sheer miracle that we even exist is in itself a purpose to live. Think of every person that you had an effect on and how they will feel if anything serious was to happen.

[Yehudis13]

True, some people don't. But those who want to move out are the ones that eventually do. We can't control your life from here, only offer words of encouragement. You have to make your choices in life. If you want to put yourself in a position to gain freedom and to move out, you can do it. And it's not just working hard in school, it's about putting your mind to it. It's about believing you can get somewhere.

We can't make you believe. That's the internal struggle you have to fight for and with yourself.

And death won't make you free. Death will make you dead, and you'll be trapped in death forever. Death is a permanent solution to a temporary problem, a solvable problem.

I won't sit here and tell you life is beautiful 24/7, because sometimes life is just plain shitty. but it can be beautiful. Sometimes you have to fight through the shitty times to see the beautiful ones.

Now your friend who's getting abused, if he's really getting abused having a friend like you around is probably some help to him, even if you can't stop the abuse. He needs support. I'm sure he cares.

I hope you find the freedom you're looking for. <3

There is nothing in this world bad enough to make someone contemplate or commit suicide.

Just remember that life is a challenge that must be won, you have to push through it no matter the problem, the sheer miracle that we even exist is in itself a purpose to live. Think of every person that you had an effect on and how they will feel if anything serious was to happen.


Things have cooled down now, and I guess it was a passing thing. I'm still cutting, but I'm not that urgent about suicide. I will take all of your advice if I ever think of suicide again.

[Thunduhbuhlt]

Let's do some time travel:

Find yourself in the world if you let yourself be depressed.

Maybe you aren't even there because you are dead. Or maybe you are still are depressed.

Now find yourself in the world if you try to make it better.

You could be anything, a professional baseball player or a multimillionaire.
Control your future, don't let anyone else.