Mi Vida

[Mara-chan]

....i just wrote this....i havent done poetry in years....please be nice ^.^






My Dearest Love,

What I wouldn't give to call you "My love" again.
Just to hear those words back from you,
Would make me melt.
Make me the happiest woman alive.
I would die from the happiness.
But
I will never hear those words again.
No happiness to be found anymore.
Nothing to live for.
Nothing more to gain.
There is nothing left for me here.
The only thing that made me feel alive
Is now gone.
Torn from me,
Ripped from my heart;
Never to return.
I miss the special bond that we shared.
What we had made me feel alive.
Happy.
Happy...
What is this?
What is happy?
I feel nothing.
I see nothing.
Everything is dull and dead.

I’ll travel this life alone
No one to care for
To love.
To trust.
My heart lies
Broken
On the floor
Never to beat again.
There is only one person who can
Make me feel again
But that will never happen.
She will never be mine again
Never be my beautiful flower

All through this;
These sad depressing thoughts
All I want is her love
Her care
Her gentle touch
Her soft hair
Those gentle kisses she places on my
Neck, cheeks, and lips
How I miss them
And dream about them

Maybe,
One day
She will take me back
It doesn’t need to be soon
I will wait forever
And even after that
I will never stop waiting
Nor loving you
The heart that is still
Lying on the floor
Slowly beating
Is yours
You may do what you will with it
Stomp on it.
Stab it.
Love it.
Pour salt on it
Take care of it.
Grind it into the floor.
Bring it back to life.
Do as you will
But no matter what you do
That poor beating heart
Will always beat for you
And you alone
For the rest of eternity
And even in the afterlife
For you and you alone
It shall beat
Forever and
Always
Mi Ángel
Mi Flor
Mi Amor
Mi Vida
<3

[Mortal Coil]

It's great :) I especially like the ending, and also the part where you write about her having your heart and being able to do anything with it.

[Mara-chan]

thank you ^.^

the ending was fun to write....