Everything is pointless.

[beebs]

Im sick of everything. I just want to die. Im sick of letting everyone down. I promised my bestfriend I would stop cutting a week ago. Ive cut everyday since then. But I cant tell her because it will hurt her. I am just tired. All the time, mentally and physicaly. I just want to kill myself. I want to just swallow a hole load of tablets and die in my sleep.

Im so sorry for posting this. I needed to rant on. Sorry again.

[KidImage]

Do whatever you need to cope with your pain, seek some help. But dont kill yourself because if you do, you will not only bring pain to yourself you'll do it to everyone around you. Imagine your parents, they woud always blame themselfs for not being good enough. Then imagine your best friend heartbroken with no one to talk to she or he is ganna wish they would have stopped you. Soon the news gets spread around and then your teachers will blame themselfs for being so hard on you. They are ganna think that maybe something they had set or assigned must of been too much pressure on you. Even that little snob at school is ganna feel guilt for lookin at you nasty. Then soon everyone will start blaming themselfs as to what you did. Your actions do not only affect you they change the outcomes for the people around you. So please think before you do something you might regret.