Pushed the EXTREME!

[Unsolvedmind]

Well lately I have been massively under stress with being in the hospital for about a week and getting dianogesd with Diabetes and trying to make up school work and grades have DROPPED tremendously :confused: and the MAJOR part is sort of getting "bullied" at school some of my "friends" make jokes and say there "joking" and some for being "the new kid" and the major problem is just cause I am bisexual! I have this feeling that if I start doing drugs that will be my only way to escape the stress. My point is I NEED HELP!

[Mortal Coil]

Your "friends" sound like assholes, no offense. It sounds like you're not hooked on drugs yet, which is good. If you can, try and avoid them like the plague because, like you said earlier, if you start you might become dependent. I'm sorry about your diabetes, that shit's no fun, especially if you have type 1 and know that you basically won't find a way out, ever.
try and focus more on school, get your grades back up first before worrying about your "friends" and stuff, after all, high school is a hellhole but it's only temporary.
if you need to chat or anything, just PM me.

[ImCoolBeans]

Don't turn to drugs. They will do nothing but make you feel horrible, disconnected and dependent down the line. Speaking from bit of experience, addiction is a very lonely thing. It can be very scary, can give you anxiety, and can potentially destroy your life. Using drugs as an "escape" or a "crutch" only sweeps your problems under the rug until they resurface. You're only 14 and you have so much ahead of you - don't get caught up in all of this, you'll be filled with regret down the line. It seems to me like finding a new group of friends, or people to hangout with may be in your best interest, it might take some of the heat off of you here. Try meeting new people, it can do wonders.

[Unsolvedmind]

Well i NEED SOMETHING to escape! it's gone/going way to far! Also lately i have been really wanting/close to getting into (A LOT) fights!

[Wicked_Syn]

1. Im so sorry to hear that you've been diagnosed with diabetes. That must be tough =| I'm not even going to try and tell you that I know what it is like to live with that.

2. All my life I have been treated as an outcast from my friends. Not because I'm bi too, but because when I was a younger kid, I was really overweight. I still struggle with it to this day. But I am a lot stronger because of that.

I'm still in the same boat, I'm an outcast. It's probably because of my hard attitude. I don't let people get close to me anymore cause I've been alienated by past "friends". I've been used for drugs, and used for everything else. So going to drugs isn't a good road trust me. I struggled with marijuana. People will tell you "Oh, hell no, weed isn't addictive" but the truth is...ANYTHING THAT CAN CHANGE YOUR STATE OF MIND IS ADDICTIVE.

Basically what I do to deal with the stress from all the dumbasses at my school is I just say to myself "fuck 'em" if they can't treat me like I am a person who has feelings, then they're not worth my worrysome and energy and time. Of course there are times when I struggle with that. And I've told people to fuck off and everything else, but all it does is lead to more issues that you don't wanna face. Trust me.

The last thing you want to do is turn to drugs. If you have Netflix, I highly suggest that you watch the show on there called "Addicted" It's really harsh. It shows what people on drugs are like and how badly addicted they are. That's the last thing you want to do.
You don't want to see your family members that you care about crying and pleading with you to go to rehab. You don't want them to be telling you that your close to death.

I don't know if you have a great relationship with your immediate family or not, but just please trust me, that drugs are the absolute last. LAST. LAAASSSTTT resort you want to take. I'm still young, you're still young. We both have lives ahead of us.

I just gotta say, keep your head up and keep trucking. When life is getting lower and lower, know that there are people out there who are in your place, who are even in worse situations who keep pushing

If you need to talk, please feel free to talk to me man :)

[Unsolvedmind]

Well i feel like i dont have a life ahead of me and the only things that are keeping me from drugs is VT and my girlfriend but i am like right on the edge and just about to "fall off" people might say.

[Unsolvedmind]

Now it's just gotten worse and worse and I am very close to just doing drugs! HELP