Life falling apart.

[Yer_Maw]

One day my parents started not caring about me. I started feeling very depressed and suicidal. I don't blame my parents for not caring about me because I'm a horrible person and sometimes I feel my family wants to kill me. When I cut myself it almost feels instinctive. I had friends but for some reason they don't talk to me anymore. I don't know what's happening or what to do. Help?

[Stronger]

Why exactly don't they care? Did you do something that bad, which I don't know what could be that bad? As for your friends they aren't real friends to you if they won't talk to you. Feel free to message me if you wanna talk

[Yer_Maw]

I didn't do anything before they stopped caring. They just started saying stuff like "cool" and "ok" to stuff like 'I got full marks on my test!' and stuff like that.

[Stronger]

Well that doesn't mean they don't care, maybe you should say, "Aren't you happy or excited for me?" or something

[Yer_Maw]

Made up some good news tried asking them if they're happy for me and my mum said yeah sure sarcastically and my dad said no

[KarkatLuv]

It's not fair, there isn't enough of me to go around! so many people that need cheering up and none of them are all in New Zealand! i would say the whole "it gets better" (which it does) but that is very cliche so all i will say is: I will be your friend :)

[Yer_Maw]

Ok thanks.

[Amaryllis]

No matter what you do, you cannot make the whole world love you. There is little you can change about others - because only they can choose to change. But you can change yourself and you can learn to be okay with whatever life throws at you.

It hurts when your family doesn't seem to love you or treat you the way you want them to. But you don't have to let them ruin your entire life. It's difficult and I know some days it may not seem like it's worth going on but no one but you decides what you choose to do and what you choose to make of yourself.

In all honesty, cutting's difficult to give up. Perhaps some days you may feel you don't want to give up. But it fixes nothing. Absolutely nothing. If it did, I'd be a happy camper by now.

Hurting yourself doesn't work. It doesn't take the pain away and it doesn't feel the holes that've been stabbed into you. What does work is taking steps toward making something out of yourself.

It's creating reasons to live.