I need help.

[Ray_]

Usually, I try to forget and push away my scarred past. Well, my past has become my present. My Dad abused me as a child, Then died when I was 12. My Mom doesn't understand me and expects too much. One of my best friends died, last month. I am in great depression. He died of pneumonia. Therapy doesn't help. I need to talk to people. People who won't judge me. Now don't get me wrong. I am a fun person. I do not cut. I have only once considered ending my life but God gave me a life to use it, not end it. I'm just not in a very good state right now, and I am turning to anyone who is willing to listen.

[Desuetude]

Hey welcome to vt!

People here are always ready to listen. Thats whats so great about this site.
Im sorry, it sounds like you've had a hard time. We're not here to judge we're here to help. Well i certainly am anyway.
If you ever need anything just VM me and i will do my best to help out as best i can :)

[Ray_]

Thanks :)

[Joshh97]

I'm going to guess your a Christian. So you should believe God is testing you. You need to show him that you can overcome this and still believe in him. If your faith is strong you will do this. If you need help. We are here for you.

[TeddyBearRock]

Well just keep talking about how your feeling, or if anything is bothering you this way you won't keep it bottled up and doing something you might regret

[Smeagol]

We're all here for you :) Be strong.

[Steve Jobs]

Hey you're new too!

I feel down quite a bit too. I always tell myself it's not anyone's job to let me down. I'll push past them and set myself ambitions to achieve and choose to mix with the people that impact me positively. I don't know if that helps, but it's helped me in my 'down times'