Need to tell him?

[Dimentio]

Well i am gay and love my best friend, Like my only real life friend conviniently and i have said on here and lots of times in my head i need to tell him, I should tell him, I will tell him.
But now it has gotten to the point were for 10 nights in a row and just like now i will lay there doing nothing for like 3 hours but can't sleep so i have to come back on my Laptop again, I am struggling with happyness so i fake it for my friends ha ha and worse one is, I am not eating, I just look at food and on the inside i want it but i just pass it by and i miss dinner and go to bed hungry so much because of this, But i know this is all because i need to tell him.
So like most nights now i have been debating or not whether to tell him and how, So due to the issues i am in, One of them makes me go to the doctors a lot as i am at some major health risks, Should i tell him? Just so i can get my life on track and get healthy again and do you also have a way how? Because i think just flat out tell him i love him.

[Desuetude]

I think it will benefit you most if you just tell him. You won't be worrying and anxious 24/7 and it should be easier on you. If you keep putting it off it's only going to get harder.
It's definitely isn't healthy or right to just be passing on food when you know your hungry and want to eat. You should listen to what your body tells you, it's usually right.
Tell him any way you feel most comfortable writing a letter, face to face, on the phone. But yeah don't go off into flowery subjects that completely miss the point just straight off tell him, get it over with.

[Dimentio]

I think i am expecting the worse too much and just a song and dance about it which both of them won't happen and how he is with me, I think he likes me ha ha.
But thanks you gave me an idea ha ha, By the way, The food and Sleeping i don't know what it is but i just can't help it, They both are things i skip but always want later on but still never do.