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[asilentcryforhelp]

I feel so guilty :/ I have this friend, who also happens to be the guy I like, and I'm able to tell him everything. He knows I cut, burn... etc... and he has told me that he always wants me to text him when I get the urge to cut , I told him that was everynight and he said he didn't care. I'm afraid that if I'm always talking to him when I'm depressed, he's going to get tired of me :/ but if I don't talk to him, I can't keep myself from harming myself :/

[georgiamay]

He wants you to talk to him when you have the urge to hurt yourself, and you've said that'd it'll happen a lot, it I think he'll be okay with that if he's said he doesn't care. I'm sure he'd rather you spoke to him than you hurt yourself.

He won't get tired of you, he just wants to help, and all you can do is let him. He wants you to reach out to him instead of keeping it all inside and then taking it out on yourself, which is the healthiest thing you can do with things like this anyway. It doesn't matter if he's the guy that you like, he obviously cares about you, and if you feel comfortable to talk to him when you're having an urge, then it can only help you. If it doesn't work, then it doesn't work; all you can do is try.