Need for power

[TheTrueKing]

I am extremely smart but i was always very lazy. In fact whats held me back my whole life is my laziness. My problem is i have a need for power. I ve had the need for a while but the past few weeks i fell the need eating away at me. I need power to change the wrongs in the world. I think of all the good i can do if i had power. If i ridded myself of my lazy habbits i know i could become succesdul. Thats the worst part. Anyone know whaqt i can or should do? Im nowhere near a control freak and im very disorientated. I also suffer from depression and i used to have mental breakdowns all the time. I dont want this to end up getting in my hand and falling back into a state fo depression. Im scared of what i can do.

[Mortal Coil]

I can't tell you what to do, but I can tell you what not to do: I can tell you what I did.
Don't give up. The road to power is never an easy one, and the easy option is to give up. That's what I did. I lost hope, fell from grace, choose your expression.
Do what you can with the power that you do have, and stay ambitious.

[Djentleman]

Don't waste away the time you have. Things go by quicker than you can say "future". I'm lazy like you, and because laziness I have fallen into an unconscious state of routine. A routine that is not helping me in any way or form. Do one thing you think will make you feel better and then the next day do the same. Eventually you'll have a stream creativity and accomplished goals and power would have already been in your hands. You've got to start small to finish big.

[Rage of the Menace]

I'm a Aggressive Narcissist, and i get VERY FRUSTRATED when i don't have power over something.

[Djentleman]

If you're trolling then shame on you, there are people who suffer traits with the exact description giving people a tough time.

But if you really are, then well done for acknowledging your flaws and try and get it sorted out.

[Caver]

I'm classed as "clever" too.
I'm also very lazy, if I have homework I just do it at the last minute in a rush because I have other things on my mind that I want to do.